Saturday, January 17, 2015

Where It All Began

So, Nick and I decided to expand a little on our previous mafia RP and go back to the roots of the story to when the characters first met. 

The Setting: The same smoky, mafia run, Lounge bar that began our other story. 

Nick left his father's smoke filled office that was located in the back of the club and closed the door behind him. The conversation between the small collection of adults was muffled and Nick scowled heavily as he carried out a few glasses of scotch and a dirty ashtray. When his father had offered to get him a job at the club Nick had thought it was going to be something exciting, a club full of made men gambling and doing deals along with sexy women eager to please in their tight gowns and heavily applied perfume, exotic and intoxicating...he had been sure he'd be involved in someway that would add some sort of thrill to his mundane teenage life, instead it turned out he was simply a glorified busser. Taking the glasses to the bar, he emptied the ashtray. The bartender called to him from the end of the bar, "Refills?" Nick jerked his chin at the guy. "Yeah," he muttered, "plus another double." The guy assured him it was coming right up and Nick leaned up against the bar and waited with a bored sulky expression. His father had found a way to keep him close and out of trouble and Nick was pissed he had been suckered into it. His buddies were no doubt having more fun than he was, they had been recruited to a life of street hustling, doing the fun stuff that was risky, while Nick got stuck in the club with a bunch of old fuckers and woman with too much make-up on. There was a woman singing on the stage and Nick watched her with passing interested. She was a blond beauty with lush red lips and a decent voice. Her tits appeared to be close to busting from the tight dress she wore and Nick became intrigued, his pale eyes hopefully watching as she sauntered around the stage. It took the bartender a couple of tries to get his attention and when he snapped back to reality, he thanked the guy, then waited for him to go back to tending to the other patrons before he grabbed the double and downed it quickly. A buzz was the only thing that was gonna keep him from slipping into a coma out of sheer boredom.

Bυввℓєѕ fidgeted on the leather couch, trying to get comfortable as she bought her legs up and hugged her knees. Huffing a little as she prepared herself for another long night sat alone in the smoky bar watching her father play poker with the rest of his monkeys. The only solace she had was that while she was in the club, she could watch and listen to the singer. She'd close her eyes and let the sultry tones wash over her, drowning out all the other sounds. Picturing herself up there on the stage, doing what she loved. She would sing to herself at home sometimes, but mostly her father would shoot her a glare letting her know he did not want to hear her and that she was irritating him, so she would contain it mostly to when she was in her room. The housekeeper would often times smile and tell her what a beautiful voice she had, and Bubbles dreamed of one day being up there in front of everyone, singing for them. As she shuffled around on the sofa, trying to get comfortable in her usual spot, she noticed a kid stood at the bar gawping at the woman on stage. She scoffed to herself, pretty sure it wasn't her voice that had captured his attention. She vaguely recognized the boy. although this was the first time she'd seen him at the club. He was the only other person in the bar who looked close to her age. She watched him for a minute, admiring his moody face. Giggling to herself as she noticed how long it took the barman to pry the boys attention away from the singers "assets". Chucking again as she watched him knock back the shot, thinking no one had noticed.

Nick licked his lips and set the glass in a bus tub before he collected the drinks and started back to the office. He wasn't eager to get back to standing around listening to the boring conversation his father was having with the two other men so he lingered a bit longer at the bar. The liquor warmed him and settled him into a comfortable haze, making his situation tolerable. He and his buddies often got their hands on liquor, either sneaking it from their parents stash or stealing it from the stores. Pleased with themselves, they'd find a stoop to sit on where they could watch the girls pass while smoking cigarettes. Nick wished he was there now, hell he wished he was anywhere but stuck in the damn club. Looking around the small crowd he noticed someone he hadn't seen. A girl, sitting on the sofa by the wall. She was laughing to herself and he briefly caught her gaze. Was she laughing at him? He didn't recognize her and he thought it was strange since he knew nearly all the pretty girls in the neighborhood. And this girl...well she was better than pretty. His interest was immediately caught up in the girl and his lips twisted in a fashion he knew most girls found charming. Turning, he tapped on the bar, getting the bartender's attention. "Uh hey, can you get theses drinks to my father, I'm gonna go on break." He didn't wait for an answer but made his way across the club with a casual swagger. He made it half way to the girl when someone halted him with a firm hold on his arm. Annoyed, Nick cut his eyes to the man while pulling his arm away. They guy called him kid and asked for a light. Nick scowled, "What? Your legs broke? Get up and get it one yourself."

Bυввℓєѕ panicked as the boy looked towards her and caught her giggling at him. Her eyes darted around the room, looking to settle anywhere but on him. "Shit..." She cursed herself under her breath. She knew he'd seen her and that she'd look even more of an idiot if she tried to pretend like she'd been laughing at something else, so she glanced back at him, her face tilted downwards as she shot him a shy, nervous smile. When she caught him smiling at her she was sure her heart skipped a beat. There was just something about him. "Wow, he's pretty cute." She thought to herself, looking away from him before it became awkward. She didn't have much experience with boys. Her father made sure of that. Practically locked her away. Although most guys were too scared to come near her anyway because of her family and her father. Her best friend, Kay, had a boyfriend, and the three of them hung out sometimes, but she was usually playing gooseberry while they made out behind a tree. From the corner of her eye, Bubbles noticed the boy making his way toward where she was sat. Straightening herself out, she tucked a leg underneath her and leaned coolly against the arm of the sofa, pretending to watch her father win hand after hand of poker while his monkeys folded their winning cards just so he wouldn't shoot them for taking his money.

Nick was defensive and continued to be a smartass to the man, until the bartender came over and soothed things over with a laugh. He told Nick to go on his break, then tended to the man. Nick heard him say to the man in a low voice, "He's the boss's kid." Nick tugged at the sleeve of his shirt, putting himself back in order, before he returned his attention to the girl on the couch. She tucked a leg beneath her and he admired the graceful way she moved. As he got closer he realized she was even more beautiful than he thought and he found himself taking in small details he missed from the bar. Hell, what was he doing? He couldn't just walk up to her. What the hell was he going to say? Suddenly he was seized with uncertainty - something he wasn't use to and at the last minute he changed course and moved to sit in an empty chair, so his back was facing her. Sinking into the chair, he hunched a bit and cursed. Smart move you dumb ass, he thought to himself. It was a stupid move, clearly she had seen him coming. Why had he hesitated? Normally he didn't think twice about approaching a girl, so why had he this time. Trying to play it cool, he attempted to appear to casually turn and look at the girl. She was still there and damn if she hadn't gotten more attractive. Quit being stupid! He turned back around and considered his next move.

Bυввℓєѕ tried desperately to play cool and keep her eyes on her fathers poker game as she leaned her elbow against the arm of the sofa and twirled a tousle of thick, red hair around her finger. She glanced toward the boy again and noticed he'd sat down instead of coming over to her and suddenly she felt a wave of disappointment. "Maybe he wasn't heading for me at all... Or maybe he was and changed his mind when he saw me up close." She thought to herself before finally settling on the fact that he must have realized who she was, or more to the point, realized who her father was, and decided against talking to her... just like everyone else did. She was used to this by now, but it didn't usually disappoint her as much as it did in this instance. She wanted to meet him. She contemplated for a second and sipped delicately on her lime soda as she realized she'd seen him bussing drinks and maybe this could be the excuse she needed. She tipped her head back and downed the rest of her drink, screwing her face up as the bubbles tickled her nose, before placing the empty glass down on the glass top table in front of her, as loudly as she could, hoping he would hear.

Nick turned once more to look at the girl. She was playing with her hair and he smiled slightly. He suddenly wondered what her hair smelled like. It was long and wavy and he the color intrigued him. Resting his arm on the back of the chair, he sank down a bit further. He watched her sip at her drink and he forgot about her hair and focused his attention on her lips. When she set the drink down he continued to watch her, his smile involuntarily broadening. He wondered what she'd been drinking and suddenly had a thought. Darting his eyes to the glass he realized it was empty and he stood. Making his way back to the bar he tapped impatiently on the counter, "Hey, can I get a drink?" The bartender responded quickly, "Sure Nichollas, what can I get you?" Nick briefly scowled hated the name. His father insisted on everyone addressing him by his full name and it bugged him. "Yeah get me a sprite... oh and put some of that red stuff in it. And toss in some cherries." The guy hesitated a moment then went to work while repeating the word cherries. When Nick had the drink he turned and made his way towards the girl, thinking he was pretty smart for coming up with the idea of refilling her drink. When he was close he stopped. What if she didn't like cherries? Hesitating, he considered darting into one of the near by alcoves, then cursed. No, he'd take her the drink. He couldn't risk looking like an idiot again. He didn't notice who was around her as he made his way to the couch. When he reached her, he stopped, wondering what the hell to say. When he couldn't think of nothing he simply extended his hand, offering her the glass.


Bυввℓєѕ noticed the boy standing and moving back toward the bar. She sunk down into the sofa in disappointment. And muttered under her breath, "Dammit!" She sighed heavily and looked back towards her father, puffing on a cigar and pouring himself another shot of crown from the bottle the bartender had left beside him. Her face hardened into a hateful scowl without her realizing, as she wondered what it would be like to be part of a normal family. Have normal, loving parents, and be able to talk to boys without the fear of them "disappearing". Snapping back to reality with a start as all of a sudden she noticed the boy was stood right next to her, offering he a glass filled with pink fizzy liquid and some cherries. Her face softened and her lips curled into a shy smile as she sat up straight, looking up at him as she reached for the drink. "I.. err... Thanks!" She spoke nervously as she lifted the glass to her lips and sipped at the cool refreshing drink. She was thankful of the liquid as she realized her mouth had become suddenly dry. She looked up at him again as she stirred her drink, "You know.. Cherries are part of the Rose family. So, you just bought me roses." She grinned at him whilst scolding herself in her head for sounding like such an idiot. Of all the conversations starters and she goes and blurts out a fun fruity fact. She chuckled nervously and shook her head, focusing her attention on the glass out of embarrassment.

Nick blinked. Had he heard her right? He wasn't sure since he seemed to have slip into some weird fog that had him acting like a moron. Crouching down, he crossed his arms then set them on the arm rest. "Amazing..." he murmured, then grinned. He didn't think about how stupid he must of appeared or if he was acting appropriately and he knew is he wanted to see her smile again. When his senses managed to return to him he realized he'd have to explain why he blurted the word amazing. "Uh, I didn't know that, about cherries. I thought they were just berries - I mean, they are berries but I thought they, well I mean I didn't know they were roses. Well, they aren't roses, but you know...what you said. I didn't know that." He wanted to touch her hair and his fingers twitched at the idea. To hide the reaction he curled his fingers and kept them balled. "Your hair..." he stopped himself from saying it was pretty. Idiot!

Bυввℓєѕ giggled a little as he stumbled over his words. She realized he seemed to be as nervous as she was and it relaxed her a little. Taking another sip of her drink to once again moisten her dry mouth, she admired his physique as he crouched beside the sofa. Licking her lips as she shifted on the cushion, turning her body to face him, she was captivated by his eyes. So pale but so deep. She could barely look away from them but she didn't want him to catch her staring so she leaned over to place the glass on the table next to her empty one from before, resting one arm across her stomach as she moved the other to once again curl a thick, red lock of hair around her finger. It was a habit she'd had since she could remember, even as a child, when her mother would take her for a haircut, she would make them leave a long lock at the front for her to twiddle or she would never get to sleep at night. She looked at him again, tilting her head and cocking an eyebrow, "What about my hair?"

Nick decided to change the subject, "How's the drink?" He didn't get an answer because someone put a hand on his shoulder and he turned to look up. A muscular, heavy set man was standing above him, looking down at him with an expression of disapproval. Nick didn't move but turned his attention back to the girl only to have the man tug him rough and Nick lost his balance and fell back on his ass. Confused but angry, Nick scrambled up off the floor and stood facing the guy defiantly, "What the hell did you do that for?" He wasn't afraid, never afraid, he knew who had his back and it gave him a boost of confidence that he carried with him like a weapon. The man didn't seem intimidated and informed him that he should move on, saying the girl didn't want to be disturbed. A cocky grin slid across Nick's lips, "What makes you think I'm disturbing her and what business is it of yours anyways, huh? Back off you fuck or you'll be dead in the next hour."

Bυввℓєѕ expression changed as one of her fathers men grabbed the boys shoulder. She got to her feet just as the kid got up in the mans face. Panicking at what might happen she stepped towards them, "Carlos, leave him alone for God's sake." She moved herself between them, with her back pressed against the boy, "he's the bus boy for fucks sake. Now back off!" She stood her ground as Carlos glared down at her, she returned his look with a petulant stare. "And you know what, if my father can be bothered to look up from his damn poker game, you can tell him I've gone home." She heard Carlos mutter something under his breath as he skulked away, but couldn't make out what it was. He hated it when she stood up to him, but he couldn't do anything about it for fear of her fathers wrath. her father didn't much care for her, he never wanted a girl, he was happy with just her brother, but he had a reputation to uphold, and that meant showing who's boss when anyone disrespected his daughter.

Nick watched as the guy walked away. Once the guy was gone, Nick realized the girl was standing close to him and he peered down at the top of her head. He caught her scent and it was enough to drag him back into the strange fog he'd felt before. Without thinking he touched her hair, letting his fingers move through the fiery mane as he admired the way the dim light of the club managed to affect the color. Her father...Reality started to come back to him and her words registered in his mind. The man who had shoved him on his ass was a bodyguard, that meant she was somebody and his eyes shifted to the table of men who were playing cards. There were five of them and Nick could pick out the boss quickly, he held the same imposing stature his own father commanded. Knowing who was who was an important thing and Nick had been so distracted by the girl he hadn't realized he'd just stepped into the Morella family. He realized now why he didn't know the girl. Their families, though cordial with each other, made it a point to avoid one another. Nick wasn't sure of why but he knew his father wasn't gonna be pleased. Before he could think about it Nick spoke, "Can I walk you home?"

Bυввℓєѕ felt his fingers touch to her hair and for some reason, she didn't stop him or knock his hand away like she would have had it been anyone else. A slight frown furrowed her face as she tried to understand why she was this comfortable with someone whose name she didn't even know, whom she'd barely said more than a few words to. Distracted from her own thoughts by the feel of his fingers running through her wavy locks, she let her head tilt back slightly into his palm, without even realizing. Lingering for a second before turning to face him, still as close as she was before, she looked into those pale eyes that she was so drawn to and smiled at his words, with a gentle nod she replied, "Yes. I'd like that."

Nick wanted to kiss her. She wasn't the first girl he'd wanted to kiss, hell he wanted to kiss plenty of girls and usually did but he knew doing it would have more than one guy on him in an instant, more than likely to drag him to the alley and kick his ass. "Aight, well," he lowered his voice, "I have to go let them know I'm leaving work...I mean, my shift is over and I gotta go...you know, check out." He never had a job, least not a legit one, so he wasn't sure what the process was, but he figured what he said was enough to sound like he was just a bus boy. "Do you mind meeting me outback but the employee entrance? I gotta grab some stuff and then I can take you home. Does that sound okay?"

Bυввℓєѕ took a step back, she was nervous being this close to him, not because she was scared or wary of him. Quite the opposite. She was tempted by him, drawn in by him, and it felt dangerous. She shifted on the spot and straightened out her loose fitting dress, looking at the floor nervously. "Uh... Sure. I'll just finish up my drink and I'll see you out there." Her hand brushed against his as she moved past him back to her table, and it sent a shiver through her whole body. She inhaled deeply and perched herself on the edge of the sofa once again, retrieving her glass from the table, using the stirrer to impale a cherry, bringing it to her mouth to catch it between her teeth and pull it from the make shift spear. She sipped at the last of her drink and kept a watchful eye on her father, hoping he didn't notice her getting ready to leave.

Nick didn't bother telling anyone he was leaving, instead he went to the back of the club and changed out of the stupid looking uniform his father had insisted he wore. When he was ready he stopped by his dad's office and, not bothering to knock, he stuck his head in. He'd meant to simply say bye and was surprised when someone grabbed his shoulder and yanked him into the room. Shoving him up against the wall, his father smacked him, like one would do with an insolent five year old before grabbed his shirt and gave him a shake. Nick knew better than to react like he wanted to, instead he stood silent, his jaw set and his pale eyes blazing. His father started in about the incident in the main room then asked about the girl. Before Nick could respond his father smacked him again, letting him know he wanted the truth. Nick gave his father the answer he was looking for, "She's just a girl, how was I suppose to know who her father was?" When he was warned to stay away from her, Nick nodded, "Okay, it's done." His father looked at him skeptically, then released him, giving him one last warning and telling him to stay out of trouble. It was the same shit Nick had heard all his life. Nick always had a hard time taking his father seriously, after all he knew his father's reputation and knew how he got to where he was. It was all bullshit but Nick knew how to appease the man and,straightening out his shirt, he left, biting his tongue so hard he was sure he could taste the metallic tang of blood. Making his way to the employee exit, he raked his fingers through his dark hair, getting himself in order before he stepped outside into the alley. searching for the one he was warned to stay away from. Nick was unaware of the small cut at the corner of his mouth and the blood that was smeared there.

Bυввℓєѕ downed the last of her drink, letting the second cherry fall into her mouth as she tipped the glass. She grabbed her small leather purse that she'd left on the floor beside the couch, and stood up to leave, she noticed her father glance up at her as she rose from the couch and she looked at him, nodding toward the bathroom as she started to walk in the same direction. As always, her father's attention was never on her for long and when she was content he was fully focused back on his poker game, she switched course and headed for the exit. There was a chill in the air as she stepped outside, it had been a warm summer evening when they'd first arrived at the bar so she never thought to bring a jacket but they'd been there for hours and it was now night time and the air had turned cold. She shivered a little and rubbed at her arms as she quickened her pace heading for the alley at the side of the club, checking over her shoulder to make sure none her fathers men had been ordered to follow her. As she turned the corner, she saw the boy stood there waiting for her, and her lips had curled into a smile before she'd even noticed. She faced down at the ground so he didn't catch her idiotic grin and think she was some kinda crazy, and continued to walk straight ahead.

Nick saw the girl appear at the end of the alley and he grinned despite himself. Making his way to her, he would grab her hand, eager to get away from the club. Last thing he wanted was another encounter with one of her father's men. "You ready?" He noticed she wasn't wearing a jacket and he quickly shrugged off his coat, "Here, wear this." Holding it open for her, he flashed her a smile. He normally didn't work so hard to charm a girl, in fact any girl he'd been involved with was simply someone to fuck and later ignore, but this girl was someone he wanted to know and to impress. He didn't stop to wonder if his attraction to the girl was motivated by the fact that she was forbidden to him, though anything his father disapproved of in the past was something that he surely got involved in.

Bυввℓєѕ felt her grin grow wider as he approached her, and when he took her hand, slipping her fingers between his felt as natural as breathing itself. She had always been nervous around guys, having not had much experience with them, but with this one, everything felt like it was just right. She smiled broadly at him as he offered her his coat, slipping her arms into the sleeves as he held it out for her. The lining was warm from him, and she pulled it around her as if she were pulling his arms around her. She noticed the smear of blood from his lip and her face turned to worry as she touched her finger to it. "Shit, what happened?? Are you okay?" She used her thumb to wipe away the trail of blood and let her palm linger on his cheek as she looked at him, lost for words for a second and with no clue why. When she finally regained her ability to speak she questioned him, "Did Carlos do this to you ?? Or one of my fathers other monkeys? Jesus, I'm so sorry!"

Nick licked his lips, then wiped at them, unaware of what she spoke of. When he saw the blood, he poked his tongue at the corner of his mouth, "Nah, no, I was messing around with one of my buddies. He musta just got in a luck hit." He laughed in an attempt to back up his little tale, then adjusted the coat that she wore, before he stepped back, "Looks good on you." He took her hand once more then stepped out of the alley with her in tow. He glanced quickly up and down the street before he guided her across the road, "You like movies? There's one playing down at the drive-in, I forget the name but I can get us some good seats. If you like popcorn you'll have to let me know so I can pick some up before we get to the spot. You like popcorn?" He led her down the sidewalk and when he felt they were at a safe distance from the club he released her hand then turned towards her, walking backward as he talked. He paid little attention to anyone else on the sidewalk and he walked as if he expected them to move for him. Seeing a friend of his, he waved, then looked back at the girl. "You know, I don't even know your name...Come to think of it, you don't even know mine. I bet I can guess what yours is. You wanna bet?" He was more animate and energetic than he normally was.


Bυввℓєѕ looked at him skeptically as he blamed the bloody lip on his buddy. There had been barely any time between him leaving her in the bar to them meeting in the alley and she sure as hell didn't see anyone that was likely to be his "buddy" in the bar. But she figured boys did like to put on a brave face and act the tough guy, and if he wanted to tell her, he would. She slipped her fingers between his again as he took her hand, and closed them snugly around his knuckles. She followed his lead as he stepped out on to the road, and quickened her step to keep up with him. She nodded at his question, "yeah I love movies. I guess I don't get to go much though. My father's usually too busy to take me and my best friend spends all her time with her boyfriend." She smiled and chuckled slightly as he weaved, backwards, through the people on the sidewalk, his demeanor reminded her of a young child on a sugar rush. "Sure, I like popcorn." Speaking through her giggles as she watched him, and looking to see if she recognized the person he was waving too. She reached forward and grabbed both his hands, pulling him to a stop before he tripped over a trash can on the sidewalk. "You're gonna hurt yourself you know.... Or someone else" She grinned at him and squeezed his hands gently. "I bet you can't guess my name. I'll bet you... " she trailed off for a second to pull a dramatically thoughtful face, "I'll bet you a hot dog and a soda that you can't guess my name!"

Nick stops when she takes his hand and he glances behind him, before he looks back at her, ready to take on the challenge. Briefly he forgets about the the movie or the episode at the club. "Aight, you're on, but mind you, I'm kinda hungry so if I win I'm not going to let you off the hook." Nearby is a stoop and he moves to hop up on it so he can casually perch. He didn't let on that he knew a little about her family and since she referred to the boss as her father he had already figured out who she was. He knew her brother from a run in that ended with a few bloody noses and black eye. His buddies had fun antagonizing the Morella crew and the confrontation had been one of the many brawls he and friends his age got themselves into. It all started when one of Nick's friends offered to fuck Frankie's sister. Nick had never met the girl, but he recalled his friends later talking about the beauty with the red hair and the funny name. Pretending to think long and hard, Nick looked the girl over, taking advantage of the game to openly stare at her. "I know it's nothing typical 'cause you are far from typical. I bet it's something exotic, you know like those chicks you see in the movies. Those names that sound made up but fit..." He reached out and attempted to take hold of her chin, making an exaggerated show of inspecting her. He narrowed his eyes, then brought his face in close to her, so his lips were inches from hers. "Nah, I'm gonna go in another direction and say it has something to do with your personality. You seem like a sweet girl...innocent, maybe even someone who needs someone else to care for you. To protect you. Delicate but free...like maybe..." He grinned, "Bubbles?"


Bυввℓєѕ grinned at him, sure that he would never guess her name. She'd never heard of anyone else with the name "Bubbles". Her father had never liked it from the start but her Mother used to tell her the story of her name. That her mother's favorite singer was Don Ho whose most famous song was "Tiny Bubbles", and when she was born, Bubbles had been so very tiny, that her mother would sing that song to her and when it came to naming her, her mother wanted to call her nothing else but Bubbles. She smiled softly as she recalled her mothers tale, and the sweet gentle voice she would tell it in. She was brought back to the present as the boys face was inches from hers, she could feel his breath on her lips and it made her catch her breath. She could feel her heart pounding in her throat and did all she could not to start shaking at his nearness. As he spoke her name, it rang in her ears like no one had ever said it before. For a moment she didn't even wonder at how he might have known it, but just let herself get caught up by the sound of her name on his lips, sending a shiver through her. After a second she took a step back and cocked an eyebrow at him, "Now how the heck could you have known that, you cheater!" She tried to frown at him but couldn't help but flash him a grin as he stood there grinning back at her.

Nick laughed, then settled back. "Aight now it's your turn for you to guess my name." Of course he was named after his father, but because his mother wasn't a big fan of his father she had added an extra L. Later she would tell him he was nothing like his father and that the extra L was to remind him that he was different, or as his mother put it, "a better man". It was a private jab that only his parents knew about but it was one Nichollas took pride in. His mother unfortunately had gone missing when he was nine. His father never spoke of it but the rumor was she ran off with a lover. Nick knew something like that would never go unpunished and he assumed his mother was dead. Secretly he hoped his mother had managed to find a place on the world to hide and that she was happy and loved. It didn't please his father any that he looked just like his mother, with pale eyes that were relatively uncommon. "So go ahead, guess what my name is, but remember, you only get one guess so the first name you speak counts as your first guess." He was enjoying the game and his amusement showed clearly on his face as he turned and watched those who passed on the street.

Bυввℓєѕ perched herself on the edge of the stood and rested her chin on her finger, as if in deep contemplation. "Hmm.." She looked him up and down, taking in his physique. He was well built for someone their age. Either he worked out a lot, or he got into a lot of fights. His eyes, were pale, and beautiful, and so deep. He looked as if he had a cocky grin permanently on his face, and she knew by the way he'd acted since they met that he was confident. The cold wind hit her again and she pulled his coat tight around herself to stop from shivering. She knew she'd never guess his name, and she'd never seen him around before so had no clue who he might be, so she decided to make a joke of it instead. "Well, you know, you look a look like an Archibald" Grinning to herself as she stood up from the cold stoop she'd sat on. "Yes, I think you're an Archie." She nodded and tried to fake a serious expression and hide her grin.

Nick frowned. He didn't stop to think that maybe she was messing with him and he looked down at her, "No, it's not, it's Nichollas." He made it a point to leave out his last name, figuring she might recognize that and leave. He wasn't sure what he reaction would be to his last name but he wasn't eager to find out, least not yet. "So you lost, I won, you owe me a hot dog and a soda." Jumping off the stoop, he against attempted to take her hand so he could continue to lead her to their destination. When he stepped back onto the sidewalk a car pulled up next to the curb and the back window rolled down. It was his aunt and she didn't look pleased. Releasing the girl's hand, Nick turned to her, "Hold on one moment, will you, I have to talk to this lady." Without waiting for a response, he approached the car and jerked his chin at the woman, as if giving her permission to speak. In Italian she spoke quietly but her mood was clear, she wasn't happy. She wanted to know the usually stuff- where he was going, where his father was, who he was with and why he wasn't at the club. Nick noticed the woman looking over his shoulder and eyeing his company and he took a step to the side to block her view. "I'm going to go grab a movie and I'm not at the club 'cause Dad's at the club and he's in a mood. Thought I'd just keep my distance." the woman looked at him, then reached out and briefly touched his chin, examining the slight bruising by his lip. She nodded then before she leaned out of the window and kissed his cheek. She left but not before telling him to stay out of trouble.

Bυввℓєѕ stepped to the side as he jumped down, and willingly let him take her hand. Something else that felt so natural, her hand in his. "Nichollas." She repeated his named to herself, admiring how it sounded on her lips. As they were about to set off down the street, a car pulled up and he quickly dropped her hand. She frowned a little as he stepped toward the car, wondering who it was and why he had been so eager to hide her from them. She could see a woman's face as the window rolled down, but she didn't have a clear view, and she couldn't hear anything that was being said. She took a step back and leaned against the wall, shoving her hands into the pockets of his coat she was wearing. Looking up and down the street pretending not to be interested in who he was talking to. It was a nice town car, obviously somebody important, or from an important family, which made her wonder why they would be stopping to talk to a young boy on the street. As the car pulled away and he turned back to her, she smiled at him, "Everything okay?"

Nick nodded at the question then held out his hand, "Come on, we got a movie to make." He would lead her quietly down the street while occasionally watching those they passed or who passed them. He assumed her father didn't allow his daughter to just wander off with anyone or by herself and he kept an eye out for anyone who might be watching them. When he was sure they were in the clear he darted into an alley and led her quickly to a side door of an abandoned building. The door was boarded shut, or at least appeared to be but he had made it a point to leave it easy to open. Pulling away the boards, he pushed the door open, the rusty hinges protesting and he motioned for her to enter. There was broken boards, glass and liter scattered about the first floor and he assumed she wouldn't be eager to enter so he would smile reassuringly. "Hurry up before someone sees us."


Bυввℓєѕ reached out and slipped her hand into his again and let him lead her. She didn't come to this part of town much and didn't know her way around. She had no idea why , as she'd only just met him, but she felt safe with Nichollas, protected. And somehow she knew, he wouldn't let anything happen to her. She held his hand tight as he led her into an alley and frowned inquisitively as he pried open the door to a derelict building. She hesitated for a moment until he smiled at her. For some reason, she trusted him and so she stepped through the door into the building. The smell was dank and musty, dust filled the air and the place was full of litter. The walls were covered in graffiti and it had obviously been used as a squat or a shelter for some homeless people... maybe even still was on occasion, but from what she could make out, it was completely empty now. She turned to him, wondering what they were doing there. "This doesn't look like the movies or a hot dog stand?!"

Nick shut the door and gave it a strong yank so it would be difficult to open from the outside. The place was one of the many hangouts he and his friends had around the neighborhood where they could screw around and not be bothered. He was impressed that the girl didn't have an issue with entering the run down building with a practical stranger. She was fearless and he liked that. He wondered what things she had been exposed to in her life that would make her so bold. Surely she had the protection of her father and her family that she instinctively felt behind her, it was the same for him. Kicking aside a empty bottle, he held out his hand once more for her to take, "You might want to watch your step." He had planned to take her to buy some popcorn and something to drink but all the eyes on the street changed his mind. The last thing he wanted was for their time together to be interrupted. He wanted to get to know this girl and the only way to do that was to get time alone, truly alone. "Where do you go to school? I would know if I had seen you around my school." He started up the small talk as he led her to the stairwell. The door was missing and the place was dark, but he knew his way around. Starting up the stairs, he could hear his voice echo back to him and he glanced up, making sure none of his buddies were there. He whistled, waited for a response, then continued on his way with the girl in tow.

Bυввℓєѕ stepped over a few empty cartons and papers that scattered the floor, waving her hand in front of her face to clear the dust from her eyes. She jumped a little as he slammed the door hard behind her and the whole place became almost pitch black apart from a few rays of moonlight that shone through the cracks between the boards on the windows and doors. As he reached his hand out to her, she pulled up the sleeve on the over-sized jacket that was almost covering her hand, and without a second thought, slipped her fingers between his and let him lead her through the darkness. Treading carefully as they made their way through the building, she answered his questions. "My mother home schooled me until she died a few years ago." Her voice became low and solemn as she spoke of her mother, "But after that my father didn't want to take on the hassle, so he sent me to the all girls school across town." Her lips curled into a grin as she added, "I guess he didn't want me mingling with boys like you, huh?" She smirked at him as he began to lead her up the stairs, squeezing his hand tighter as it became darker, there were no windows on the stair well and she now couldn't see a thing. She gripped his arm with her other hand and pushed herself close behind him so she wouldn't lose her stepping. "What is this place, anyways?"

Nick liked how she clung to him and he smiled to himself. It wasn't the first time he brought a girl here and it was a typical reaction. When she mentioned her father's concerns about 'boys like him', he huffed out a laugh, "I'm sure I'm the very guy he wanted to keep you from." It amused him that he knew things she didn't and he wondered what her reaction would be when she found out about him and his family. The continued to ascend and when they reached the very top he shoved the heavy metal door open and exposed them to the view of a evening sky and a cool breeze. Leading her to the opposite side of the roof, he extended a hand towards a spot where there was a couch and a few chairs. They kept a radio, an ice chest and a few blankets up at the hang out and when seated a person got a clear view to the drive in screen in the distance. "We can't hear the movie but it's kinda nice that way...so what do you think?"

Bυввℓєѕ followed him out on to the roof, clinging closer to him as the cold air hit her once again. When he mentioned being "THE" guy her father wanted to keep her away from, she smiled crookedly, not really understanding what he meant by it, but figuring it was just his cocky sense of humor. As they reached the other side of the rooftop, she saw the set up they had up there, "oh wow... this is... Well it's pretty awesome.... Brings lots of girls up here, huh ?" She smirked at him as she teased, but inwardly wondering if it were the truth. She let go of his hand and folded her arms across her chest, shivering. "Well I guess it's not the coziest of hang outs, but I like it." She stepped toward the sofa and perched herself on the edge, still shivering as she leaned down to hug her bare knees and rubbing her legs to try warm them up.

Nick sat himself down on the old sofa - it had taken them forever to drag it to the roof. He grabbed one of the blankets then patted the spot beside him, "Come on, sit down, we can keep each other warm." He was ready to settle in then remembered the bourbon bottle he had stashed under the couch. Leaning over, he reached blindly under the piece of furniture until he found the bottle. Bringing it out, he unscrewed the cap and took a quick swig. "Want some, it will help warm you up too. I think we probably got other stuff to drink." He glanced at the drive in screen trying to see if he recognized the movie. They played a lot of old classics and he immediately recognized the flick playing. It was the Wizard of Oz. "Want some music?" He purposely ignored the comment about other girls. Turning on the radio the sounds of Sinatra filled the air and he leaned back and smiled, "very nice."

Bυввℓєѕ watched him as he made himself comfortable and pulled out the bottle from beneath the couch, nodding as he offered her some. She took the bottle from him and took a swig, screwing her face up as it burned a trail down her throat. She, too, smiled when she heard Sinatra from the radio, Her mother had always liked him and she can remember hearing his music a lot when she was younger. It always calmed her. She took another swig from the bottle as he settled himself on the couch, and she moved herself back, next to him, tucking both her legs up on to the sofa as she leaned against his shoulder, huddling close to try and keep warm. "I love this movie." She smiled as she watched the screen, pulling the blanket over her bare legs as she sang quietly along with the radio.

Nick was pleased when she sank down on the couch next to him then took the bottle and drank one last time before slipping it back under the sofa. These were moves he had played out countless times on other girls, but this time he knew he wasn't going to get a quick fuck from this girl and move on. Not because he felt she'd resist his charms but because he knew the risks and knew he was playing with fire. It was part of what drew him to the girl, though the strong attraction was there also. Pulling her to him, he held her close, trying to help her warm up while wondering if he should kiss her. "This sofa smells weird..." He muttered, while lifting his knees and turning towards her so she could settle between his legs and lean back against his chest. "So what were you doing at the club? I've never seen you there before."

Bυввℓєѕ smiled as he pulled her into him. Knowing she should have been more hesitant and more wary about being so comfortable with a complete stranger, she couldn't help but feel totally at ease with him, like they'd spent every night together like this for their whole lives. She knew nothing about him, yet she knew she wanted to be close to him. And she felt safe with him. Giggling a little as he sniffed at the sofa, she shifted and settled between his legs, bringing her knees up and leaning back against him. He was warm and she fit perfectly into his arms. "Usually I stay home with the housekeeper, but her brother passed away and she needed to be with her family... And Daddy doesn't trust me at home on my own. I guess he figured I couldn't get into any trouble if I was under his watchful eye at the club." She scoffed. "Boy is he in for a shock." She muttered this last sentence, to herself more than to Nichollas, but it did make her chuckle. She pulled her knees closer to her chest trying her hardest to stop shaking from the cold, as she added, "I don't think I've ever seen you around before either. What's your story?"

Nick shrugged, "I don't have much of a story...Just started the whole busboy thing." He felt her shivering and he wrapped his arms around her, then tucked his face in her neck, his warm breath spreading through her hair and across the skin of her neck. Her nearness was distracting and he forgot about the movie and the music as the liquor warmed him and brought on a comfortable haze. "Is there a reason your father keeps a close eye on you?" He was genuinely interested in her answer because, though he knew about her family, he knew next to nothing about her. In fact, he was completely forgetting about her family ties as they huddled there on the couch.

Bυввℓєѕ closed her eyes as his breath warmed her, and tickled the skin on her neck. As he wrapped his arms around her, she found herself slipping her fingers between his, their hands fitting perfectly together. She shrugged at his question, "I don't know really. I guess since my mother died, I'm all he has left of her. Frankie is more like him but I am every bit my mother." She paused for a second before continuing, "Although, I'm pretty sure he resents me, for being a constant reminder of losing the one and only person he truly loved. Everyone else is just a possession to him." She leaned her head back, turning it to the side and tucking her nose snugly under his chin. inhaling his scent, feeling the alcohol engulf her in a warm haze.

Nick, lost in moment, could keep tabs on the conversation and where it had led. Everything she was saying wasn't making much sense to him but he managed to mutter a "mhm" before he tilted his head down nudging her in away that made it clear he wanted to kiss her. Maybe it was the girl, the alcohol or his own cockiness, but he became unaware of his surroundings and that might have been a good thing if he hadn't been in the wrong place with the wrong girl. He barely registered what was happening when two hands grabbed him under his arms and forcefully drug him from the sofa, yanking him over the armrest and dropping him on his back. A breath exploded from him as his back hit the tarred roof and he hardly had a chance to react, let alone scramble up from the awkward position. He recognized the guy from the club, the man was sneering at him with some amusement and Nick managed to mutter, "Oh shit," before the man punched him squarely in the face. A light exploded and he instinctively threw up his arms. Pain flared through his sinuses and he cursed, before attempting to roll over in a protective ball. The man kicked him in the gut and Nick gasped before coughing, though his breath wouldn't return so he laid gasping for a moment. Someone was laughing and he felt hands catch his arm pits again and he was drug up on his knees.

Bυввℓєѕ felt his nose nudge at her, and knowing what he wanted, she knew she wanted it too. She lifted her head to meet his but in the same moment was jerked forward as Nichollas was ripped out from behind her. She sat stunned for a second, with no clue what had happened, before turning towards the noise and commotion behind her, to find Carlos and her brother stood over Nichollas, kicking him and beating him. As Frankie grabbed hold of Nichollas, dragging him up off the ground, she stood and screamed at him, "Frankie, get the hell off of him? What the fuck are you doing??" She lurched toward them but Carlos swung his muscular arm up to stop her, hitting her square in the chest and sending her flying, winding her completely. She stumbled backwards over the sofa and ended up hitting the ground with a thud, winding her even more. She sat, coughing and spluttering, unable to move as she watched the men kick and hit Nichollas until his face and shirt were smeared with blood. She tried calling out but she could barely breathe from the huge arm that had impacted her tiny frame.

Nick was held firmly as he was beaten,his face and torso plummeted with hits and kicks, so many he couldn't distinguish which was which all he knew was he close to blacking out. With his head hanging, he could taste the blood and feel the sticky heat running down his face and dripping from his chin. He heard Bubbles briefly, but his head started to spin and he closed his eyes, waiting for the beating to end. When he was sure he was done he was shoved onto his face and was left gasping, his cheek pressed to the roof. He'd taken a beating before but this one was by far the worst. Laying still, he closed his eyes, missing the moment before when he was close to the girl, warm and comfortable. Despite the pain that coursed through him and the lack of breath he managed to expel a laugh. The two who beat him were circling around him and when he managed to open his eyes he could see the leather from their shoes near his face second before someone grabbed his hair and pulled his head up. "You know Gianni, you really are a pain in the ass. First, you and you friends steal from us then you have the balls to bring my sister up here and attempt to what? What were you gonna do, huh? Yeah, I know what you were gonna do, you little shit. Guess we ruined your plans huh? Well, I got to admit, I admire your...what is it? Stupidity? Ballsiness? Nah, I think it's more of a lack of respect. So take this as your warning. Stay away from my sister. If I see you even looking at her I will make sure you're never found, got that?" Nick peered up, while squinting one eye and he smiled, "You're funny." His response earned him another kick. Grunting, Nick curled back up into a ball.

Bυввℓєѕ laid helpless while the 2 men beat Nichollas within an inch of consciousness. Gasping for breath and wincing at the pain in her chest. BY the time she was able to breathe and stand again, they'd all but finished with him. She got to her feet and ran toward them just in time to hear her brother snarl the name "Gianni". The name above the club door, the name above many of the businesses in town.. And the name that made her father grimace in disgust and hatred whenever he heard it. She was stopped in her tracks, trying to process what she had heard. He was one of them? She knew this should bother her but it didn't. She was shocked, yes. She couldn't even understand why he didn't tell her. But it didn't stop her from wanting to run to him and make sure he was okay. She screamed at the men again, weaker this time, he voice gravely from coughing for breath. "Get away from him Frankie. He didn't do anything wrong!" She rushed toward him, Frankie tried to stop her but she used her heel to dig into his foot, making him yell out in pain and drop his arms, allowing her to rush to kneel beside Nichollas. Attempting to wipe the blood from his face, her brow furrowed in concern, "Jesus, are you okay?!"

Nick felt her hands on his face and he winced, not even sure where the pain was coming from, at that point it seemed all consuming but he managed to open his eyes, though one stung badly and his vision was blurred by the blood that had seep into his eyes. He noted the worry and concern on her face and he tried to smile, though he was sure it looked ghastly and nowhere near charming or attractive. "Hey, yeah...Imma be fine. Sorry 'bout not mentioning the whole family shit..." He heard someone move around them and he flinched, anticipating more violence and he found himself taking shelter against the girl. Behind him the guy Bubbles referred to as Carlos spoke, "You're luck we didn't toss him off this roof. Come on girl, your father is waiting for you." Nick frowned slightly, then looked up at Bubbles, "Don't worry, I'll be aight." Quietly he added, "I'll find you." He didn't even know if the girl wanted to see him again, but it didn't matter, he wanted to see her. He wanted that kiss and more importantly he wanted to see her smile again. It seemed kinda stupid, but the urge was strong enough that he knew he wouldn't be able to ignore it. He didn't want her to leave but he doubted they were going to let her stay.

Bυввℓєѕ felt her lips start to shake. She barely knew this kid but already, seeing him in this state made her hurt. She wanted to stay but Carlos started to lift her off the ground. She tried to fight back but he was a huge guy and with Frankie's help they lifted her clear off the floor and dragged her toward the rooftop door. The whole while she was looking back over her shoulder at Nichollas, still on the ground. As they dragged her down the stairs, she was screaming at them, "Get off my Frankie, you're hurting me!" Fighting against their grip and kicking her legs, until eventually they let her go. but walked side by side behind her so she couldn't turn around. They reached the ground floor and made their way back through the heavy door they had obviously kicked open, to find her fathers car parked in the alley outside, waiting for her to get in. The ride home was silent and it wasn't until she had run to her room and was sobbing on her bed that she realized she was still wearing his coat.

Sunday, January 11, 2015

Nick & Bubbles Mafia RP

Last Updated: January 11th 2015. 5.40pm GMT.
The Setting: A smokey, dark, mafia run lounge bar.
Nick entered the club after making his way through a familiar crowd of usual's that hung out at the spot. He recognized a few people from family “associations” and they paid him the respect he deserved by giving him subtle nods and brief handshakes. He knew none of the respect had anything to do with him being a good guy or being deserving of such warm affections, instead it mostly had to do with the havoc his father could cause in their lives or the breath he himself could take from their lives. A trained killer from thirteen, he removed his shades and quietly worked his way through rows of tables, seeking out Bubbles with intense pale eyes. Narrowing them slightly, he spotted her almost immediately. She was just leaving the stage, the wispy material of her gown drifting around her legs and he caught himself, taken back as he always was by her appearance. It was no surprise to anyone that he loved her and had since he was fifteen. It was the reason her father gave her to another man, out of spite and hatefulness. Scowling, he slipped into a chair, tugging at his slacks before he sought the cigarettes from his jacket pocket. The lighter he withdrew was from her. It was silver and engraved with her initials and a brief message. It was almost worn from the multiple times he ran his thumb over those words. “Always yours.” Clearing his throat, he glanced around then lit the smoke, taking a deep thoughtful drag.
Bυввℓєѕ trailed off the low soulful note of her final song of the evening, stepping away from the microphone as she bowed her head to the crowd with a forced smile. Her body was trembling and had been all night from trying to disguise her panic and worry as she fought to block out thoughts of what had happened, of what she’d done. As she lifted her skirt a little to lightly step down from the stage, casting her eye over the people in the lounge bar, she spotted Nick and almost immediately, the sight of him comforted her. Her breath caught in her throat as she made her way toward him, She hadn't been able to shake the thoughts of something going wrong or him being caught cleaning up her mess. What if he hadn't come back? What would she have done? She shook the ideas from her head and felt her body relax a little. He WAS back, everything must have gone smoothly. She made her way through the huddles of people, stopping to let them congratulate and thank her for the show, she smiled politely and thanked them for their lovely compliments when all she wanted to do was make them all leave so she could be alone with her love. She finally made it to the quiet table in the corner where he had sat and pulled one of the empty chairs closer to him. Sinking into the soft material she tucked one of her legs under herself and reached for his hand. Not knowing what to say or which questions to ask – did it go okay? How did he do it? Did anyone see him? – Instead she just looked at him.
Nick allowed her to take his hand and, to avoid any rumor starting from curious onlookers, he lifted her hand and kissed it ceremoniously, as if it were a simple peck from an admirer, then set her hand back on the table, but his fingers lingered on hers briefly before he leaned forward in the chair, scooting it closer to the table. When a waitress attempted to approach he shook his head to signal her to stay away, then met Bubbles’ gaze. She was worried and shaken and he had to refrain from leading her from the damn club and taking her somewhere safe. “I missed the show, I hope it went well.” He scanned the room once more, then licked his lips. In a low rumbling voice he spoke about the past few hours. “I attended to the business with your husband. It went as you’d expect. He won’t be in contact with you for awhile, he was called away, but he wanted me to express his regret for any bad blood. He expressed his need to spend some time on the waters, so I am assuming he’s gone sailing in deep waters.” He wanted to say he killed the fucker. He was tempted to delve into the details of how he had cut the bastard into pieces and encased the shit in a sheet of chicken wire. It would have pleased him to tell her how no one would ever find the guy and how he had gleefully enjoyed dismembering the man who dared touch what was his, but instead he leaned back in the chair and took another drag of his cigarette. “I’m assuming your father will be interested in where he’s gone, but will deal with that when we can no longer avoid those details. In the meantime, I want you to come stay at my place. You’ll be safe there.”
Bυввℓєѕ realized that despite relaxing a little upon his arrival, her body had still been tensed and stiff. That was, until he took her hand. Just the light touch of his fingers on hers could change her whole mood. Make her feel safe and reassured. he was her world. her childhood sweetheart. Even as a teenager she could see her life with him, growing old together. That was, until her father had killed his Uncle… With the families at war, they could never be together… At least not where anyone could see them. She was relieved that her husband had gone. Relieved she would never have to spend another second with repulsive, abusive ogre whom she had never loved, or even liked. But she knew her father would be asking questions and she also knew he would be casting blame, and she knew where the blame would be cast. She looked up into Nick’s eyes, aching for him to hold her, wanting nothing more than to be in his arms, safe and protected. She nodded in response to his words and spoke softly, her voice shaky and hoarse, “The show was fine. And thank you for taking care of that matter for me. I don’t know what I would have done without you.” She shifted in her seat, edging closer to him, touching her leg to his beneath the table, out of anyone’s eyesight. “If they find me at your place, they will know your family – you – had something to do with what happened. My father will kill you. My father will kill ME for having anything to do with you.” She began to tremble again. Her skin turned cold and she felt tears stinging at her eyes as her heart rate quickened and she felt awash with panic once more.
Nick could hear the muffled chatter and laughter from the other tables and he wished everyone would just leave. The club had a reputation, it was mafia owned and controlled and he knew he could get the owner to clear the place if he wanted but he also knew what she said was true. Her father was going to blame him, even though he had nothing to with the man’s injuries. He knew she was under the impression she had killed the man and he was eager to tell her the bastard had still been alive. That in actuality, he had killed her husband after he beat him. His knuckles were beginning to darken and he had to work hard to remove any traces of blood. Quietly, he sighed, then slipped his hand under the table and gripped her thigh, his thumb caressing her skin tenderly. “I don’t care what your father thinks. And let him try to kill me. I’m not leaving you to deal with him on your own. He wouldn't dare send anyone to my home, that will give us time. We can figure something out.” Leaning forward once more, he whispered in a fierce hush, through gritted teeth. “What do you expect me to do? You want me to leave you again so your father can marry you off to someone worse? You want me to attend another one of your fuckin’ weddings? To know you’re not mine? Nah, no it’s not happening, not again. Tonight, you will come home with me, we’ll work something out. We can disappear. Hell, I can kill your father, tonight! I’ll find him and kill him and then we can move somewhere where you’ll be safe.” His words were tumbling from him quick now and the calm control he had been displaying on his arrival faded. “No one knows about tonight, right? There were no witnesses, besides the housekeeper, who I unfortunately had to ‘let go’. She didn't suffer any, I did it quickly. So if no one else knows, then we got time…right? I mean, what exactly happened?”
Bυввℓєѕ took a deep breath letting her eyes close for a second so as not to let a tear fall. She tried to recall the incidents of the evening. It was all a blur in her head. She opened her eyes but fixed them firmly on the floor as she spoke. “I… I don’t remember much…. He was out and I had gone to bed with a headache. Next thing I knew, I woke up to him grabbing at me. Pawing all over me. He was drunk, as usual.” She recalled the stench of stale cigarettes and whiskey that had filled her nostrils and it made her stomach churn just as much now as it did then, “I pushed him off and tried to get away.” She bought her hand to her cheek, rubbing slightly as it still throbbed. He’d left quite a mark on her face with a black eye to match although with all the make up, no one could ever tell. “Everything after that is kind of a blur. I remember him pinning me down, grabbing my hair.” She looked back at the floor, ashamed as she tried to block out the memory of him trying to take what he wanted from her, without her consent. “I remember his gun digging into me. I didn't know what else to do to get him off of me. I grabbed it, I closed my eyes and I fired. I knew what I’d done the moment he fell limp onto me. I had to get out of there as fast as I could.” She tried to shake the images from her head. She’d never killed a man before. She felt numb. “And no, I don’t want you to leave me. I just couldn't bare the thought of anything happening to you and it being my fault.” She picked up his lighter from the table, grabbing his hand and pressing it into his palm, “And I’m always yours. I always have been.”
Nick scowled as she recalled the events of the evening and when he’d heard enough, he looked away and ran his hand over his face, a long breath escaping his lips. He should have made him suffer longer. He closed his eyes then motioned for the waitress. When she approached he ordered a double scotch on the rocks. “Make it two,” he said, before he sniffed and tried to clear his head of Bubbles’ words. “Are you going back on stage?” He looked her over and when he saw her touch at her face he frowned then leaned forward, catching her chin with his fingers. He was never rough with her, even when they disagreed, he always treated her with love and as he examined her his pale eyes darkened. “You’re hurt? Why didn't you tell me? Do you need me to take you to a doctor? We should leave, forget this place. I’ll get a car.” With the lighter in his palm he started to rise but when he glanced at the exit he saw them, her father’s men and they slinked into the club, their eyes searching for something…or someone. “Shit,” he groaned, then settled back in the chair. He didn't want to frighten her, so he tried to regain some of the control he had earlier. When the drinks arrived, he took a drink and mumbled against the rim of the glass. “Your father’s men are here…”
Bυввℓєѕ lifted her eyes from the floor and met his gaze as he studied her face. If anyone else had attempted to touch her right now, she would have flinched away from them. But not him. Not ever him. She mustered a smile and tried to reassure him, “I’m fine. It’s just a bruise. I've had plenty worse. And no, I’m done singing for the night now.” She was grateful when the waitress returned with their drinks, barely letting the glass hit the table before lifting it to her lips and letting the cool liquid slip down her throat, Screwing her face up as the after burn hit her. She noticed Nick’s demeanor change as he glanced toward the door and her body froze as he muttered into glass about her fathers men. regaining a little composure, she set the glass down on the table and took another deep breath before rising to her feet. “Wait here.” She instructed him before making her way towards them, forcing a smile on to her trembling lips. She turned on her happy flirty facade as she greeted the men. She tried not to give anything away as they inquired as to her husbands where abouts and informed her that he was supposed to meet with her father this evening. “Well when I see him, I’ll be sure to tell him to get in touch right away. I’m sure he has a good reason. You boys take care now” She flashed them a smile with a wink and turned away from them as they left the venue. She made her way back to Nick, her legs like jelly, without sitting back down she reached for her glass, draining the last of the scotch from it, turning to Nick, “We need to go.”
Nick took the glass from her hand and set it on the table. He was going to ask her what had went down between her and the men when someone approached and handed him a phone. Frowning, he raised his finger to Bubbles, indicating he wanted her to be quiet then put the cell phone to his ear, “Yeah, who’s this?” He recognized his father’s voice immediately. His tone was stern as he proceeded to question him about the events of the night. Nick felt his stomach clench, “I have no idea what you’re talking about, I've been busy…no not with her, with Jessica…yeah you know, the chick you pushed on me the other night…No,I just got to the club…Yes, I’m speaking with her now…” He gave Bubbles a reassuring smile, then winked before he continued. “I came to have a drink and she was here. Yes, I bought her a drink…You know, why you asking if you got your eyes on me?…Well shit, you know I’m here with her….I have no fuckin’ idea where he husband is, why the hell would I? You need me to bust out his teeth?…Well then quit asking me about shit I know nothing of….No I’m taking her home…I don’t care. Goodbye.” He jabbed his finger against the power button, then tossed the phone on the table. “We need to leave now.” Rising, he extended his hand to her but noticed his own father’s men begin to approach the table. “Come on baby…”
Bυввℓєѕ listened as he spoke on the phone, Assuming it was his father, from Nick’s responses, she scowled a little as he mentioned another girls name but immediately scolded herself for being so ridiculous. “He loves you. You know that. And like you got room to talk, you’re the one that’s been married for 2 years!” Her face softened at her own thoughts before she was snapped back to the present by the sound of the phone hitting the table. She stepped aside to let him out from behind the table, noticing his fathers men step towards them purposefully. She started to panic again as Nick reached his hand out to her and told her they needed to leave. She knew things weren't ever going to be the same from this night onward. Everything had changed in that one moment of panic when all she’d tried to do was protect herself. All she knew was that no matter what happened, Nick was by her side now and that’s the only thing that made her feel safe as she took his hand and headed for the door..
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Nick fished the key out of his pocket and opened the door to the safe house. His father’s men had been cautious as they escorted them through the city. Twice they changed vehicle and when the reached the place, he made sure to pass one of the men a note he had scribbled down during the ride. It explained his situation to his father, it also informed his father that he’d murdered the man. “Get that to my father, make sure only he reads it and destroy it if you can’t get it to him.” Exiting the car, he took Bubbles’ hand once more and lead her to the apartment. Opening the front door, he escorted her in, then shut the door behind her. Looking around, he scowled slightly, then went to the window and peered out briefly. “We should be good here, least for the night. I know it’s not what you’re use to but for now we have to stay low.” He didn't turn to look at her, but made his way to the bedroom, where he inspected it, making sure it hadn't been compromised, before he’d allow himself to relax some. Removing his gun, he tossed it on the bedside table, then loosened the tie. He was worried, not for himself but for the woman he loved more than life. Closing his eyes, he took in a breath to settle his breathing. There was a lot he wanted to say but he remained silent. He wanted to pull her to him and hold her tightly, but he wasn't sure how that would be accepted, so he took out his cell phone and noticed the missed calls. He knew it couldn't be traced, but he planned on tossing it. Seeing that Jessica had called him, he hit the reply button and waited for her to answer. When she did he could hear laughter in the background and he lowered his voice, “Hey….yeah it’s me….no I’m fine, just taking care of business for my father…No don’t come over, I have to drive down to Florida for the night…I’ll call you when I get back…No, my phone will be off…Aight, goodnight….” With no further words he hung up the phone then dropped it on the floor and crushed it before kicking it under the bed.
Bυввℓєѕ stepped into the small, dimly lit apartment, still shaking from everything that had happened. She reluctantly let go of Nick’s hand as he went to the other room. She looked around her, taking in her surroundings. She could hear Nick’s muffled voice speaking quietly from the bedroom and realized he was on the phone to someone. Not able to make out every word but enough to know he wasn't on the phone to his father, the only other person she could think of was the girl he’d mentioned earlier. She frowned at the thought. She stepped towards the couch and perched herself on the edge, sitting quietly for a minute before a tear involuntarily rolled down her cheek. She’d had to hold herself together until now, to carry on like nothing had happened, do her show, perform for everyone, even after she was done singing, but now, as she sat alone, the events of the day flooded through her mind, and before she’d even realized it, she’d broken down in tears. She’d killed a man. Taken somebodies life.. Sure, maybe he’d deserved it but who was she to play god. As she tried to muffle her sobbing she realized that aside from murdering somebody, she was more upset and terrified of the fact that she had put her love right in the middle of it. The man whom she’d loved her whole life, and she had made him a part of her mess and probably fucked up his life from here on out, by doing so. Her body hunched over as she buried her face in her hands and let her emotions take her over.
Nick heard something from the other room and he quickly reacted, rushing into the living room, fully ready to confront some intruder, instead he was met with Bubbles crying on the sofa. Taken back, he halted, practically freezing in his steps before he approached her and knelt in front of her, his hand going to her face. Brushing aside the thick mane of hair, he caught her scent, one that was familiar to him and he uttered a small sound. “What is it, my girl? What’s wrong? Are you in pain?…” He knew that wasn't it but he was rendered practically useless when it came to her crying. He remembered the time spent in their youth sneaking around, kissing in shadows and enjoying their secret love during stolen moments. He would carry the memory of those moments with him everyday, reliving them again and again. He tried not to think about her during the past two years. The idea of her in that bastard’s bed would drive him to uncontrollable anger and on many occasions his father’s men would have to drag him home after a night of heavy drinking. It was the only thing that helped his pain. Now, as she cried, he felt her pain and he wanted to stop it. “Baby, tell me, what is it? I know this place is kinda run down but it won’t be for long. Once I work something out I will take you where ever you want to go. We can go to Venice or…hell I don’t know, where ever. I’ll buy you pretty things and give you whatever you want…Just please, don’t cry.” His voice was pleading and he attempted to wipe her tears as he tilted her face to his.
Bυввℓєѕ tried to pull her face away as he lifted her chin, she must have been a horrific sight with make up running down her face and probably exposing her black eye. She didn't want him to see her like this. She wanted to fall in to his arms, her safe place. She could be in the middle of a battleground but still feel protected and indestructible as long as his arms were around her. But she felt so guilty for dragging him into all of this. She began to control her breathing a little, taking in long deep breaths, trying to calm herself and she briefly met his gaze, but as soon as her eyes locked on to his her stomach knotted back up and her breaths became shallow and stammered again as she sobbed loudly and turned her face away from his. She tried to speak but the only words she could muster was “I’m sorry” over and over between each wave of tears.
Nick frowned, “Sorry? For what?” It had been a surprise when he had looked down at his phone earlier that day and seen her number. It was the last thing he had expected, but when she had called for him he didn't hesitate to rush to her side. He thought of nothing but her safety. Finding her in a state he had sent her to work, then tended to the business of disposing of her husband. When he had entered the bedroom, he didn't know what to expect. There were signs of a struggle and when he went to the side of the bed, he saw the man slumped on the floor bleeding. Nick had killed many men and he knew if the man was dead the blood would have stopped flowing so freely, but as it was the man’s heart was still pumping it from his body. On closer inspection he could sense the faint breath, shallow and nearly undetectable. Sneering, Nick had put his lips close to the man’s ear and taunted him, “I’m going to enjoy cutting your damn head from your neck….I hope you can hear me. After I scatter you in pieces I’m going to take back what’s mine and, you know what, she’s going to come to me freely because she’s mine and always has been.” Grinning wickedly he went to work, slamming his bare knuckles into the man’s face until it was pulverized bone and flesh. He had enjoyed every second, but now seeing Bubbles crying and hearing her say she was sorry, he wondered if maybe she had loved the bastard and maybe she regretted her loss. “If you want, I can go to your father and admit killing your husband. Your father wouldn't take it out on you and you can return to your life. If that’s what you want let me know.” He paused then attempted to catch her gaze with his own, “Is that what you want?”
Bυввℓєѕ filled with dread at his words. That’s not what she wanted at all. The thought of him paying for what she’d done was exactly the reason she was in this state. For a brief second, thoughts ran through her head of what her father would do to him if they thought he had killed her bastard husband, and it felt like someone had reached inside her and grabbed hold of her heart and was squeezing it tight. She looked up at him in panic. he was all she had. All she’d ever had. She couldn't lose him. Taking his face in her hands she managed to draw enough breath to plead with him, “No baby, please god no. You’re not gonna take the heat for what I've done. I’d kill that bastard over again if I had to. I just wish I hadn't dragged you into it.” She rested her forehead against his and winced in pain as she discovered another bruise above her eye that had developed after she’d applied the make up to hide the others. As the tears continued to roll down her cheeks, she spoke in almost a whisper, “I've fucked everything up for you and I’m terrified of losing you. I just….. I don’t know where to go from here. I don’t know what to do. You’re all I've got.” her emotions overwhelmed her once more and her lips trembled as she tried and failed to stop herself from breaking down again.
Nick broke out into a grin, despite her tears, and then he let out a laugh, “Is that all? Shit, I thought maybe you actually loved the asshole. Nah baby no, you didn't kill him, I did. He was alive and I probably coulda saved his life, not that I would have but…” He laughed more, relieved that she still wanted him. Brushing the hair from her face he kissed her forehead, then tenderly kissed the bruising around her eye. “I killed him and I killed him too quick if you ask me.” Moving his kissing down to her cheek bone, he paused there, wanted her mouth against his but not wanting to seem like he was ignoring her feelings. Tasting her tears, he pulled back and smiled at her, “Stop crying, it’s going to be okay. My father will figure something out. You’ll see. You’re not losing me, not again, never again. Do you believe me?” Wiping her smudged makeup with his thumb he kissed her nose.
Bυввℓєѕ was a little taken aback at the sound of his laughter. His words bouncing around her head, taking her a second to make sense of. She uttered a few words, more to herself than to him, “I… I didn't kill him?” She sniffed and tried to calm her breathing. She can’t have been a very attractive sight right now. She closed her eyes as his lips moved over her face and all at once her whole body went almost limp, almost as if someone had been holding her tight on puppet strings and had finally let her go. She winced a little more as he kissed her bruises. Opening her eyes as he spoke to her, his words reassuring her and choking her up a little at the same time. She placed her hand on top of his on her face, turning her head to kiss his palm. “I believe you” She whispered. “But… Your father…. Why would he do anything to help ME?”
Nick struggled to keep talking. He wanted nothing more than to scoop her up and take her to the bedroom, but he needed to reassure her. “He has no choice. He either helps us or he let’s his only son die and he’s not about to let that happen. I told him I loved you and I wasn't losing you again. He knows I’m serious and he’s got too much pride to let me fall into the hands of his enemy. Besides…I figure, once he realizes you’re going to give him a grandchild, he’ll soften to you some.” He bowed his head some, a slight smile playing on his lips as he spoke the words. He knew she wasn't pregnant, at least not yet, but he planned on changing that. “I told you, I’m going to get this worked out. All you have to do is keep faith in me.” Glancing up, he sought out her eyes. “I want to marry you, tomorrow, we’re going to go down to the church…If our damn families are determined to hate each other then we can at least make it harder on them to do so. I shoulda done this before, the last night we were… together, I shoulda took action but I was an idiot and I guess I thought you wouldn't marry the guy. Never sunk in ’til I saw you in that dress…. Anyways, I’m taking action now. Well, that is if you want to marry me. You do want to marry me, yes?”
Bυввℓєѕ felt her body begin to tremble again, but this time it wasn't in fear or panic or terror or anxiety or anything else she had felt that day so far. It was all for him, this man before her, who she would give her life for. Another tear rolled down her cheek. She was a roller coaster of emotions and all she wanted to do was scream “YES” at him, but she couldn't control her body or her mind enough to get any words out. Everything from the past 12 hours faded from her mind. In fact everything from the past 2 years faded from her mind, and she was back to being 15 again and so in love that nothing else in the world mattered. She tried to speak but aside from a few weak noises escaping her lips, she couldn't find the right words. Instead she looked him deep in the eye before her lips sought out his, kissing him with more intensity than she’d felt since they had known each other, hoping this would answer all of his questions.
Nick rose some to meet the intensity of the kiss, his tongue parting those lips he savored and seeking out her sweetness. Standing, he attempted to keep the connection and when it seemed the kiss would break he picked her up into his arms and carried her into the bedroom. He tried keeping his focus, knowing he needed to be wary and alert but it was becoming harder with each passing second. “I should guard the door in case someone followed us…” He mumbled these words against her lips even as his actions contradicted his need to keep her safe. Placing her on the bed he stood, his breath heavy as he considered his options. “You think someone followed us?” He hadn't encountered any other witnesses at the home, besides the housekeeper who had entered the room unexpectedly. He hadn't even heard her come in and might have never took notice if she hadn't plunged a blade into his back under his shoulder blade. He had been so intent on his gleeful murdering that it had taken him a moment to register the pain. Reacting, he had hissed through clench teeth and rose, swinging his arm back and catching the woman in the throat with a forceful blow. In rage and pain, he had proceeded to plow her into the near by wall and crush her windpipe. The injury hadn't been anything near fatal but it had hurt like a motherfucker. He had attempted to inspect it but in the end he decided he’d do the next best thing and ignore it. The opioids he had consumed had helped. Washing them down with alcohol he had managed to all but forget about the injury once he had stopped the bleeding. He knew Bubbles would disapprove of his drug use so he had kept it from her and had been keeping it for her for the past eighteen months. “I should…I need to keep watch…Right?”
Bυввℓєѕ didn't want the kiss to end. Their first in 2 years yet it felt like they’d never been apart. She wrapped herself around him as he carried her to the bedroom. As he placed her onto the bed she listened to him deliberate with himself more than anything about keeping guard by the door. She looked up at him and ran her fingers down the underside of his tie, moving her hand back up it’s length and gripping the top, using it to pull him down to her until his lips hovered just above her own. Feeling his hot breath making the hairs on the back of her neck stand on end. She didn’t think it were possible but knowing what he’d done for her, what he’d risked for her made her love him even more than she already did. Brushing her lips softly against his, still holding her grip on his tie she whispered, “Nobody followed us.” before giving it another soft tug so that his mouth firmly met hers and locked into another intense kiss. She needed to forget everything that had happened, she needed to be wrapped up in him, she needed to be in her safe place. She needed him.
Nick allowed her to pull him down to the bed by his tie. Grinning, he forgot about the damn door and his injury and moved so he was on top of her, his knee placed firmly on the bed as his weight sank her down on to the mattress. Kissing her with great intensity now, his jaw worked as his tongue explored the soft, sweet heat of her mouth. He growled low and deep in his throat as his hand gripped her bare thighs and pushed up the material of her dress. There was no more thought of danger or loss or death. His mind was consumed by what was being offered him and he fumbled with his belt buckle. His cock was straining painfully against the material of pants and he was eager to ease the pressure. Grabbing at his tie with his other hand, he loosened it and tossed it on the floor. “Damn clothes,” he muttered, even as he unbuttoned his shirt and shrugged it off his shoulders. Wincing slightly, his breath caught briefly as pain flared through the raw wound.
Bυввℓєѕ let him push her down on to the mattress, parting her legs as he knelt between them. Thinking of nothing but him as her need grew. Teeth clashing as she kissed him hard and hungrily, as he fumbled out of his shirt, she noticed him wincing in pain and pulled back from their kiss, touching her fingertips lightly to his shoulder. “Baby what happened?” She looked worried as she peered over his shoulder to inspect his injury. It looked bad. Raw and painful. “Did that fucking bastard do this to you?” She pushed herself up a little on the bed, biting her lip as she looked him up and down. Wanting to tend to his injury, but aching with need for him at the same time.
Nick shrugged, “Nah it’s nothing, forget about it.” He cast a dismissive glance over his shoulder, then settled on the bed, his arms pinning her to the bed. His left arm started to tremble slightly and nausea washed over him. Swallowing, he blinked a few times in an attempt to clear up the water that had gathered in his eyes from the pain shooting through his body. “That bastard was too dead too hurt me, but damn if that evil maid lady didn’t jam a letter opener into me.” He tried to laugh as he waited for the pain to pass, but it was a lame attempt. “It’s fine, I splashed some water on it. It didn’t even bleed for long.” Dismissing it again, he attempted to go back to where they had left off, his face nuzzling her neck as he drug his lips and teeth roughly over the tender flesh. “Too bad I killed her…my father coulda probably used a tough broad like that,” he mumbled playfully.
Bυввℓєѕ frowned a little at his attempt at a joke. She’d quite liked her cleaning lady, she was a sweet woman and now she was dead… And it was her fault. Her thoughts were quickly eradicated as he teased her neck, she leaned back on her elbows and let her head fall backwards, exposing her whole neck to him, clamping her legs around him. It had been a long time since she were intimate with someone. And that someone had been Nick. In fact he was the only person she had ever been intimate with. Two years married to the asshole and she’d usually managed to satisfy him with a quick hand job without having to go any further. Although there was the occasions he tried to take her against her will but he was usually drunk enough that she could fight him off without too much of a problem. Although, not every time. But Nick was the only one she’d given herself too willingly and completely. The only man she ever wanted to give herself to. And right now she ached for him. Pulling him down on to her as she growled, “I love you” into his ear.
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Nick woke with a pounding in his head and his mouth was dry. Lying on his back, he stared up at the ceiling briefly, then scratched at his bare abs. Beside him he could hear her breathing softly and he turned his head, making sure it was truly the one he wanted there. When he saw her he watched her for a moment, before he sat up. At the edge of the bed, he lingered – his fingers went to his hair and he raked at his skull then hunched some. The events of the past day were quick and chaotic and he had yet to process all that had went down. A knock at the door got his attention and he rose and strode across the grungy apartment to answer it. It was Angel, his father’s most trusted man. Through a small break in the door, Nick mumbled, “Yeah?” The guy informed him in a low grumble that things were being taken care of but that Bubbles’ father was aware something was up and was enraged and searching for her. Nodding, Nick clamped a hand on the back of his neck and rubbed at the tension before he asked, “You bring the stuff?” The guy immediately pulled a bag out of his pocket and casually handed it over. Nick closed the door, then went to get a glass of water and took a couple of the pills. Tossing his head back, he closed his eyes, then returned to the room and back to the bed. His shoulder ached and he glanced at the wound before rotating his shoulder a few times in an attempt to work out the ache.
Bυввℓєѕ drifted into consciousness, awoken by the sound of faint voices from the next room. As she attempted to lift her eyelids slowly she winced in pain. the bruising around her eye had turned to swelling and it sent a sharp pain shooting down her face and across her forehead. For a second, she was disoriented, finding herself waking up in a room she’d not been in for little over 2 years, in blissful sleepy ignorance to everything that had happened the day before. But as her wounds snapped her into reality she remembered and it sent her stomach into knots. She sat herself up a little, with nothing but a thin sheet covering her, she spotted Nick’s shirt on the floor beside the bed and smiled a little as she recalled the previous evening and her intimacy with her love. She leaned down off of the bed, clutching her ribs which were also bruised and painful, she grabbed the shirt and pulled it on, not bothering to button it up, just pulling it together at the front to cover herself. She leaned back against the headboard and ran her fingers through her tangled hair as Nick re-entered the room. She smiled, admiring his bare chest and stomach as he settled himself on the edge of the bed.
Nick looked at his girl, with her tangle of hair and shirt that exposed her pale skin and he forgot about his shoulder and reached out to touch her cheek. Her bruising looked angry and he wondered if he should get a doctor to look at it. He tried to keep the concern from his eyes as he leaned in to kiss her, “Good morning.” The last time they had been together he had been frantic and angry and had spent most of the time shouting and destroying the room. The idea of losing her had turned him into a mad man and once she was gone he had regretted his behavior. He knew she would never leave him by choice and now he had to find the right words to inform her of their situation, without frightening her. “It seems your dad isn't too happy that you’re missing. His men told him about us together at the club and I guess someone overheard some of our convo and reported that we were planning shit. Your father wants you found and me dead. My father is trying to work things out and to get me some place safe…” Leaning further on the bed, he rested his head on the pillow and closed his eyes. The opioids he consumed were beginning to affect him and he relaxed some, the pain slowly draining from his body.
Bυввℓєѕ closed her eyes as his fingertips grazed her cheek, returning his kiss she let her lips linger against his. Hoarsely whispering at him, “Morning”. She edged toward him, his over sized shirt slipping and exposing her shoulders. She ran her fingers idly over his bare chest as she leaned against him, taking in his warmth. Until his words bought her to a panic. Sitting up straight her eyes filled with dread and her mind went into overdrive. her father was ruthless and would dispose of anyone who stood in his way or went against him. And by killing her husband, his right hand man, Nick had certainly done that. Words began to tumble from her mouth, “Shit. baby.. What are we gonna do ?? Shit… Fuck” She was overcome with panic. “I’ll have to go to him.. Tell him it was me, tell him you had nothing to do with it. I can’t let him hurt you” She tried rising from the bed to get dressed but the pain in her ribs sent a shock right through her and took her breath away. She let out a soft cry and tried to blink away the tears stinging her eyes.
Nick scowled and reached for her, in an attempt to grasp her arm. “Wait, what? No! That’s not happening. What makes you think he’s going to believe you? You don’t think he’s not going to suspect that you’re covering for me? If you leave I’m going to have to follow you and…” When she cried out his alarm turn to concern. “What is it baby? You hurt? Shit, I knew it! Come here, lay down.” Rising once more he sought out his clothes that were strewn about on the floor and shrugged on his shirt. “I’m going to go out and get a doctor.”
Bυввℓєѕ looked up at him as he dressed, reaching for his hand, “Baby, I’ll be fine. It’s just bruises. Nothin’ a doctor could do anyway. Plus I don’t trust them… Anything could get back to my father – He owns people all over the city – the less people involved the better.” She moved to the edge of the bed and sat for a moment, trying to orient herself, only able to partially open one of her eyes, her vision was blurry and made her feel off balance. She sighed deeply as she rested her feet on the edge of the bed and hugged her knees. “Jesus, what a fucking mess. I’m so sorry I got you in to all this.”
Nick stopped when she took his hand and he considered his next move, before he could reply to her concerns, he heard a knock once more at the front door. Grabbing his gun from the bedside table, he went to the door. Angel was there again and he shoved a phone at him. Nick shut the door and put the phone to his ear, “Yeah?” It was his father and he returned to the bedroom, tossing the gun on the bed. “Seems so…Nah, I took care of it….Two…some house keeper…they won’t be found…I order that to be cleaned up…well shit, if I had thought of that I woulda – hell, maybe I shoulda let the housekeeper live, she coulda cleaned up and maybe stitched up the hole she punched into my back…I had Joey and the guys do it…Huh? Nah I haven’t heard from…What?” Scowling he sat on the edge of the bed, “Fuck!…Why would I do that? Nah no, what if–No, she can’t. No. What?…” Again there was a knock at the door, this one a big more loud and forceful and Nick stood and threw the phone against the wall. “Muther fucker!” When another knock came he shouted, “Hold on!” Running his fingers through his hair, he looked to Bubbles and sighed.
Bυввℓєѕ jumped as there was a knock at the door, sitting up, alert, she leaned near to the window to see if she could hear any kind of conversation, but within seconds Nick had returned to the bedroom.. She watched as he spoke on the phone to who she assumed was his father. She tried to figure out what was being said on the other end of the line but Nick’s sentences were broken and sporadic. Her brow furrowed into a worried frown as she listened to his frustration. A loud knock at the door made her gasp and she spun her head toward the window to see if she could catch a glimpse of who it was. In almost the same moment she jumped and her heart raced with panic as Nick threw the phone at the wall and it shattered. She looked at him, trying to sense what was going on behind his eyes as he shouted for whomever was at the door to hold on. She leaned toward him and looked at him with worry in her eyes. “Baby?”
Nick shook his head. “That was my father… I guess his men went missing, the ones I asked to clean up the mess I left. My father wants you to make your normal appearance at the club, but…no, that can’t happen.” Again another knock and Nick went to the door and took the items handed him before he slammed the door. Returning to the room, he laid what appeared to be a freshly dry cleaned dress, along with other items that were, he assumed, Bubbles’. “He thinks if you show up that your father would be less likely to suspect that we were together last night…He wants you to come up with some reason why you didn’t return home. He thinks…fuck what he thinks, no way am I letting you out of my sight. If you go, I’m going with you.” Determined not to have his mind changed he went to the closet where he knew he’d have a change of clothes.
Bυввℓєѕ listened as Nick spoke, taking in his words and feeling her stomach churn at finding out that not only had she got her love involved in her stupid mess, but by doing so, other people had gone missing and probably been killed also. She let out a long sigh, as Nick rose to answer yet another knock at the door. Perched on the edge of the bed, she rested her elbows on her knees and buried her face in her hands. She wanted to disappear. To go back in time so none of this had ever happened. But if she could, she would still be without Nick right now and aside from everything else, it was worth it just to be with him. She looked up as he returned to the room and laid out her clothes on the bed. She was grateful to Nick’s father for making all these arrangements, although she knew he’d been doing it for the sake of his son and not for his son’s “piece of ass”. The one who’d dragged him into this whole fuck up. She took a deep breath and spoke to Nick as he searched through his closet. “I can’t go back there baby. They know I was with you… My father isn't stupid. That’s why your Dad’s men have gone missing. His guys saw us together at the club, and I have no doubt they were still lurking and saw us leave together with your people.” Her voice began to shake as she chose her words, “You don’t think he wants me to do my show just to get me away from you, ‘cos he knows that once I’m at the club, my father and his men won’t let me out of their sight and I probably won’t see you again?” She buried her face in her hands once again. “I can’t go back there, Nick.” She tried to hide as she sobbed into her palms but to no avail. “Fuck!”
Nick forgot about the clothes and returned to the bed, climbing on the mattress and attempting to gather her up in his arm in an attempt to comfort her. Her words made sense. Perhaps the whole idea was to separate them. Once split up what would his father do? Nab him and keep him locked up somewhere he deemed safe? And what would happen to his girl? He knew her father was ruthless but he wondered how far the man would go. Would he be capable of hurting her? “Aight, that’s enough, no more crying. I won’t let you go back. I just need to think…to figure out how to ditch my father’s men who are no doubt staked around this damn place. So much for subtle. Let me think.” Kissing her temple, he held her close and he struggled with his blurry thoughts.
Bυввℓєѕ curled up against him as he wrapped her up in his arms. Nothing had changed but immediately she felt safe, protected. She slipped her fingers between his and held his hand tight as she attempted to control her sobbing as he held her. She took a few deep breaths, inhaling his scent, trying to block out all the nasty thoughts that were running through her head. What might happen if her father got hold of Nick, or even her. What were they going to do? How were they going to give the slip to the hired muscle keeping watch over them? As his lips brushed the side of her head, her body relaxed a little, she rested against him and pulled his arms tighter around her before turning her face to his, close enough to feel his breath on her lips, she shivered, running her fingers down his cheek, looking into his deep pale eyes. She planted a soft lingering kiss on the corner of his mouth. “So, what are our options?”
Nick wondered the same thing. What were their options. “Well, I think you should get dressed, let’s at least play along until we figure something out. I doubt I’m going to have much luck persuading my father’s men to go against his orders. That would be a death sentence anyways. I guess our best chance would be to ditch them on the ride to the club. They won’t be expecting me to do anything, so a nice knock upside the head shouldn't be expected.” He grinned some at the thought. “Thing is once we go on the run we’re going to be on our own. We’ll be out there being sought out by not only your father, but mine. What exactly was your….that bastard to your father? What kinda retribution is going to be enough to satisfy your father? I’m assuming it’s my death, but maybe if I know more I can figure something out. I doubt your father’s going to believe YOU killed that ass on your own and with the body now missing he’s not going to believe you drug the body out to dispose of it on your own. He knows I’m involved, but if you returned to him, what do you think he will do? How will he respond? I mean, there’s no way I’m letting you go back, but the more knowledge I have the better. It should help me deciding on an option.” Having her so close was starting to distract him again and he slipped a hand under her open shirt and cupped one of her tits, his thumb grazing across the nipple until it perked up and responded to his touch. He knew his timing was all wrong, but hell what did he care? His father and his damn men could wait.
Bυввℓєѕ nodded as he spoke, agreeing that it would be best to play along for now. Still shaking at the thought that something may go wrong and they wouldn't be able to shake off his fathers men and then they’d have to go through with what was planned… She would have to go to the club and then God knows what would happen from then on. But she knew, no matter what happened, she would probably lose Nick for good. Shaking the though out of her head she responded to his questions. “He was his right hand man. As close as you can get to a brother, best friend, confidant. His most trustworthy companion.” She looked at him with a worried frown. “Basically, the worst fucking person it could have been. I think he would have cared less if it were me that something happened to than to his trusty fuckin’ sidekick.” She felt an anger brewing inside her when she thought about how close her father and the bastard were. How much more love and respect her father showed to him than he did to her. She was nothing but a possession to him. Someone he could control and dictate to. As she was lost in her bitter thoughts, she felt Nicks warm hand slip under her shirt, his touch making her skin prickle as the feeling inside of her changed in a split second from anger to lust. Her breaths deepened as his thumb grazed against her now erect nipple. She moved her hand up the side of his neck, before grazing her teeth against the lobe as spoke in a low soft purr into his ear “Maybe we should just stay here.. You and me in this room forever…. I have everything I need right here.” She moved her hand up over his chest and neck to his jaw, dragging her thumb gently across his bottom lip as she sucked gently on his earlobe.
Nick made a low growl in his throat as her lips claimed his earlobe and he laid her down before peeling away the material of the shirt. Looking down at her, his pale eyes brightened as his thoughts raced with excitement and and urgent need. “Well I’m glad he’s dead and I’d kill him again, only thing I’d change is I woulda done it sooner and slower. I need you to stop blaming yourself, you didn’t bring me into this. I’ve always been involved. The minute I laid eyes on you, you’ve been mine. He shrugged off his own shirt which he had thrown on in a rush, then lowered his head so he could suck at the nipple he’d been teasing.
Bυввℓєѕ allowed him to manoeuvre her on to the bed and remove her shirt, laying beneath him, completely exposed to him, parting her legs so he could kneel between them. She eyed his torso as he removed his own shirt, and lifted her hand to trace a finger down the contour of his body. Looking up at him as she hooked her finger into his waist band and with one deft movement, unbuttoned his pants. “I’ve always been yours. I always will be yours.” She arched her back as he took her nipple into his mouth, letting out a soft moan through parted lips as she slipped her hand into his pants, grasping at his hard shaft, curling her fingers around it as she stroked and teased.
Nick rolled over on the bed and pulled her body on top of his, so she could settle there. Staring up at her, he wondered what it was about the woman that had him willing to die. He’d never been one who thought of anyone but himself, but since the moment he had met her he’s been obsessed with having her. He could never seem to get close enough to her to satisfy him. She haunted his thoughts, asleep or awake. He’d been with other women during her absence in his life, but none of them consumed him as she did. His father insisted he was being a fool and often he’d berate him and shout at him about being able to have nearly any woman in the world. So why this one? Running his hands down the soft curves of her back, he tried to think beyond her scent and her nearness. He knew he had to figure out a way to keep her safe. “Do you think we should both be running from your father? I think my fate is sealed but maybe you can return to him and give him some reason – maybe say I flew into a jealous rage and killed your husband and that you were afraid of me, but ran as soon as you had a chance. Then you can be safe. What do you think of that? “
Bυввℓєѕ settled on to his body as he pulled her close. Resting her head on his chest as she concentrated on his heart beat and the feel of his fingers on her skin. She was exhausted. It was early and they’d not long been awake but the events of the past day and everything that had come to light this morning had mentally and emotionally worn her down again. Her only solace was being here in the arms of the man she loved. With so many thoughts running through her head that not a single one made sense, she tried to focus on his words. As it sunk in what he was saying to her she once again felt a rush of panic. Lifting her head to look him in the eye, she answered almost before he’d finished speaking. “No… that’s not an option.” She shook her head and cupped her palm to his cheek. “Even if I thought my father would believe me, he’d still punish me. My life wouldn’t be worth living. But even that pales in comparison to being without you.” She ran her thumb across his lips as she looked at him, the love she felt for this man almost took her breath away, as it always did and had every time she’d looked into his eyes since she was 15. She spoke again, softly this time. “It’s you and me now. Finally. I’m not leaving your side.” She leaned in to leave a gentle kiss in the wake of her thumb on his lips.
Nick nodded. “Then we need money.” A thought began to run rampant through his head and the excitement of pulling it off caused his heart the quicken, the adrenaline coursing through him. “My father wants you at the club, so we’ll give him what he wants. Your father’s men will be distracted by you and my father’s men will be in full force I’m sure. My father will be assuming I’m going to do something stupid, but I doubt he’ll be anticipating anything this stupid.” His eyes shifted to the ceiling and the pale gaze darted back and forth as the thoughts continued to ping pong in his head. “That club holds a hell of a lot of money and they don’t collect it until Fridays. I remember that from the summer I worked there. If we got our hands on it it would be plenty to get where we want to go – hell if they’re gonna spend their energy hunting us down we might as well give them a hell of a reason. Plus it will be a perfect “fuck you” – both to my father and yours.” His lips twisted wickedly.
Bυввℓєѕ couldn’t help but respond to his grin with her own. His idea was a good one, and she agreed, neither of their fathers would be expecting anything quite like that. After a few seconds her grin faded and was replaced with a worried frown. What if it went wrong? What if, once they got to the club, her fathers men did get hold of her and she wasn’t able to get away? What if they got hold of Nick and HE wasn’t able to get away…. Or worse? She couldn’t bare that thought. She looked at him watching his eyes flit back and forth. She thought back to last night when he’d told her they would be married today. That idea now seemed to be a million miles from what he was suggesting should happen. But she wasn’t going to let go of the thought. One day they WOULD be married. Just as they promised each other when they were teenagers. “You think that could work?” She questioned him after a minutes silence in which they were both lost within their own heads. “How would we do it?”
Nick was about to answer when another pounding was heard at the door and he scowled. “IF YOU KNOCK ON THAT DAMN DOOR ONE MORE FUCKIN’ TIME….” He bellowed, his voice reverberating through the hollow of a room. He knew he wouldn’t be able to avoid his father’s man long, so he put a finger to Bubbles’ lips, then rose from the bed. “Cover yourself.” Even the idea of anyone glimpsing what was his brought a streak of anger to his blood. Licking his lips, he went into the other room and pulled the chained door open a crack. It was Angel and he didn’t look to happy about Nick yelling at him, but Nick could give a shit. He knew Angel considered him a cocky little shit and would probably kill him if his father wasn’t boss. “Look, she’s getting ready, but she says she’s gonna need some of those lacy things for her legs…yeah stockings…they come in colors? Well hell, just get a few different colors….Size? Fuck if I know, don’t tell me you never looked at her legs before. Hell last time you were at the club you nearly drowned in your whiskey staring her down…Just do it and we’ll be here waiting.” Without waiting for a response he shut the door, then went to the fridge and grabbed him a bottle of beer. Returning to the room, he casually leaned up against the frame of the door and took a drink, while staring at the beauty on the bed. His thoughts briefly flashed to the night they spent together and his lips twisted at the corner some. “You up for a robbery baby?”
Bυввℓєѕ jumped some when the door was hammered once again, cussing under her breath as her heart began to race. She hated being this jumpy, not being able to relax, but the way things were and with what they’d done, anything could happen at any moment. As he touched her lips to shush her, she kissed the pad of his finger and watched as he left the room. As instructed, she reached for her dress that was lain on the bed and had become slightly crumpled from their fumbling around. Tucking her legs under her and kneeling up on the mattress, She caught a glimpse of herself in the reflection of a picture frame, and her eyes moved to the scar across her stomach. She touched her finger to it and ran the tip along the length of the scar that had become faded with age. It had been a long time since she’d thought about it, but when Nick had mentioned getting her pregnant the previous day it had bought back the memories of the first time he had. She thought about how angry her father had been at finding out his 17 year old daughter was with child, and how he’d made the housekeeper take her out of the city until she was full term. How much anguish she’d felt when they cut the screaming baby girl out of her tiny, young frame, and handed her straight to another family. Bubbles felt a tear roll down her cheek and snapped back to the present, shaking the thoughts away. She pulled the dress on over her head, trying to brush out the creases with her hand. She looked up to find Nick leaning cool and calm against the door frame swigging on a beer. Trying to hide the tear on her cheek and look of distant pain in her eyes, she smiled at him and tried to speak in a lighthearted tone. “Just like Bonnie and Clyde, right baby?”
Nick narrowed his eyes and he let his arm drop and the bottle dangled from his fingers. He wasn’t certain what the brief expression on her face had been but it worried him. “They died,” he stated in a emotionless tone, then stepped towards the bed. He wondered if maybe it was becoming to much for her. After all, killing and stirring up chaos was second nature to him but she was simply a singer who, up until a few hours ago, was a kept woman. He’d seen her dressing room many times. On the occasions she wasn’t around and he missed her, he’d sneak into that back dressing room and touch at her things. The dress she left hanging on the back of the door…the lipstick on the makeup table…her many shoes set in a row along the wall…Everything was delicate and beautiful, like she was. He would put her clothes to his face so he could smell the scent she left behind. Her bedroom, minus all the blood, had been just as well kept and organized. Was he getting her in over her head? Sitting on the edge of the bed, he motioned for her to come to him. Taking another drink, he offered her the bottle, while searching her face with his pale eyes. “We aren’t going to be so stupid and die. I’m gonna take care of you. I still have to keep that promise to marry you right?”
Bυввℓєѕ obeyed as he beckoned her over and shuffled toward him on the bed. Taking the bottle from his hand as she settled in his lap, bringing it to her lips and letting the cool liquid coat her dry mouth and throat. Her lips twisted into a smile as he spoke. All she’d ever wanted was to be his wife. To be fully and solely his. She pressed her lips, now cool and moist from the beer, to his cheek and spoke against his skin. “You sure do gotta marry me.. Don’t think I’m letting you get out of that one so easy!” She smiled as she left a kiss where her lips had been and rested her hand on top of his, guiding it to her stomach, laying it flat against her dress, she looked up into his eyes and smiled once more, “There’s something else you promised me too, don’t forget!”
Nick peered down to where his hand rested and he looked sad for a moment, before he forced a smile. “I won’t forget.” Taking back the beer with his other hand, he took another swig, enjoying the crispness of it, before he sucked at his teeth then pursed his lips thoughtfully. “So, here’s the plan. I’m going to head out with you and my fathers’ men. When we get to the club I’ll make some lame excuse to have to enter with you, not like they can stop me. You go ahead and make your entrance, that will keep your fathers’ men and attention on you. I’ll go to the back and get the money. When I’m ready I’ll come out, grab you and then we’ll take the car out front. From there we can head to another safe house I have near the coast. By the time they figure out where we are we’ll have the rest of it planned out and voila! We’re good to go.” He kept the plan simple and free of any hint of violence or blood shed though he knew there would be plenty. “I’m thinking maybe we could head to Vegas, I have a friend there who has no problem letting me use his suite when I’m hiding out from my father. We could live the high life for a while until I can get us a flight out of the country. The guy I need to talk to is always somewhere in Vegas. He cheats on his wife there and likes to play the tables. What do you think?”
Bυввℓєѕ watched his eyes as his gaze dropped to their hands on her stomach, seeing the same sadness on his face that she too felt at the memory of their daughter. When he spoke, she leaned her head against his shoulder and listened as he explained the plan. Taking in his words, she tried desperately not to consider the what if’s and the possibilities of things going wrong. She had to trust in him 100%, which she already did. She knew he wouldn’t let anything happen to her and she sure as hell wasn’t going to let anything happen to him, even if it meant finding a gun and shooting every damn person in that place. Lifting her head, she nodded slowly and took a deep breath. Catching his gaze again she replied in a soft yet shaky voice. “Let’s do it baby.”
Nick nodded, then gave her ass a light spank, encouraging her to get up and get ready. Leaning back on his elbows, he took another drink, then licked his lips and watched her. He use to love watching her dress after hours of fucking. She was such a mystery to him and her every movement intrigued him. Watching her dress in the moonlight had always been his favorite moments. He use to drink in her every detail, not knowing when he might see her again. Her father always made it a point to keep her occupied and in another’s company, but they always managed to sneak away. He’d always been so excited to be with her, it was what had led to his slip up that got her pregnant. He’d been afraid but happy – stupidly, he thought her father would allow them to be together. Instead he gave away what was his. He had spent months trying to find the child, but it availed him none and in the end she was married off and he was left in a drunken stupor, weeping for his loss. His own father did nothing but repeat the same shit, “I tried to warn you, son.” It had all been bullshit. Nick knew his father had his child and was keeping her away from him, but he hadn’t investigated further, but he planned on it, always keeping it at the back of his mind.
Bυввℓєѕ stood up from his lap as he motioned for her to get up. Straightening up her dress before reaching for her hair tie that she’d left on the bedside table. She didn’t have any of her belongings and being in such a bachelors apartment, she knew there wouldn’t be a hairbrush anywhere around so she did what she could to drag the knots out of her hair with just her fingers, smiling at the memory of how they got there. His hand tangled in her hair as he kissed her passionately, and it becoming more and more of a mess on the pillows, mattress, headboard and even against the wall, in the throws of passion as he’d fucked her for hours the night before. She looked down at him as these thoughts went through her head, her mouth twisting into a grin as she bit her lip. He’d always made every emotion she felt a hundred times stronger than normal… Love, lust, need, want, sadness at being away from him and especially horniness. he drove her crazy. Just looking at him or thinking about him made her ache with a need to taste him, smell him, touch him, feel him and be as close to him as two people could possibly be. She was snapped back to reality with a start as there was another thunderous hammering on the door. “Jesus!” She jumped and looked toward the window. unable to see anything. She quickly tied her hair up into a knot at the side of her head as she looked back to Nick, enquiring, “Is it Angel again?”
Nick scowled but didn’t move from where he was lounging. The beer and the pills he had taken earlier had managed to put him at a false ease and his pale eyes were slightly hooded as he remained on the bed. He wanted to ignore the world and pull his girl back to the bed and explore every inch of her body with his mouth and hands. “What would you have named her…if she was ours?” He had never brought up the subject, but seeing that his life with her might be a reality he had a flood of thoughts running through his head. What if the plan failed and they never make it out of that club tonight? What if it was as she said and they were being romantic – foolish dreams like Bonnie and Clyde? Another drink and then he looked out the near by window,with a simple turn of his head. Someone again knocked at the door and he cursed, then stood. “Muther fuckin’ bullshit!” Striding into the kitchen, he had his hand outstretched to open the door, when it suddenly flew open with a loud crack. The beer bottle slipped from his hand and went rolling across the floor. Stumbling back, his first thought went to his gun. He’d left it on the nightstand in the bedroom. As he struggled to regain his footing so he could run back into the bedroom a large man rushed into the apartment and butted him in the face with what he assumed was a shotgun. A light exploded in his skull and he fell back, plopping on his ass while his hands went to his nose which was already warm and sticky with blood. “Fuck…” Blinking, he looked up trying to regain his senses as another man entered the room. He didn’t recognized the looming figures but he assumed the worst.
Bυввℓєѕ expected him to get up and answer the door. Instead he relaxed back on his elbows and kept his gaze on her. Her eyes became sad again at the mention of their daughter and she stood in silence for a minute, taking in his question. He’d never spoken about it before and she was surprised to hear his question. She opened her mouth to speak but before she could answer him another thump came at the door. She could sense his annoyance as he stood and headed to answer it and before he’d even been out of the room for a few seconds she heard a loud commotion. What sounded like the door being kicked open and the sound of his beer bottle hitting the hard wood floor. Her heart immediately began to race and she panicked. her breath caught in her throat as her eyes darted around the room for some kind of inspiration, some kind of plan. As she heard the bangs and thuds from the other room, she heard him curse and knew it wasn’t good. Muttering under her breath, “Shit shit shit shit….” She caught sight of his gun on the bedside cabinet and her first instinct was to protect him. Throwing herself across the bed she reached to grab it, her hands shaking. The last time she had a gun in her hand, she had shot her husband. Looking down at the weapon, she clicked the safety off and moved swiftly toward the door. Her head was a sheer haze of panic and she wanted to hide but she was being driven by the thought of Nick. She had to help him. As she glanced around the door frame, her eyes widened, seeing 2 men she recognized from her fathers late night gatherings and hushed conversations in his study. She saw Nick laying on the floor, blood dripping from his face. So much of it she couldn’t tell where the wound was and where it was coming from. As the larger of the two men raised the shotgun in his hands, ready to bring the butt of it down onto Nick’s head, she screamed in panic, “CARLOS, NO!!!” it startled him and delayed him but only for a second and in the next moment, as he forcefully swung the gun towards Nick’s skull, she instinctively raised the gun, screwing her eyes shut as she pulled the trigger. The sound almost deafened her and the force of it sent her stumbling backwards a few steps. She opened her eyes and tried to focus. Her ears were ringing and her vision was blurry as she made out the shape of the other guy trundling toward her. Without thinking, she raised the gun again and let off another shot. He dropped just inches away from her as she realized she had been holding her breath. She managed to focus her eyes enough to see Carlos laying beside Nick on the ground, clutching at his stomach, the blood oozing through his fingers, she moved toward them and kicked the shotgun away from him.
Nick had little time to think, let alone respond but adrenaline again rushed through him as his thoughts went to Bubbles. Swiping his forearm across his face, he struggled to clear his vision then flinched when he heard the gun shot. His shoulders tensed and jerked and he attempted to scramble up from the floor but his hand landed on a body. His hands clamped on the broad chest of the person, like a blind man. He recognized the guy as the one who hit him in the face and he was struggling to find the gun when another shot went off and he cursed loudly, not sure who was firing. With his heart thumping loudly, he was certain he’d feel hot pain somewhere on his person from a wound, but nothing. Another body hit the floor and he heard a gun slide away from him. Looking up, he saw Bubbles standing at the doorway of the bedroom, holding his gun. At first he couldn’t respond, shocked by the past events, but as his senses returned to him, he stood and approached the beauty, his hand outstretched, “Give me the gun, baby.”
Bυввℓєѕ stood, frozen to the spot, her body shaking from head to foot. Her eyes were wide as she stared at the bodies on the floor, unable to move her gaze away from them. She could feel her heart pounding against her chest as if it might escape. With her ears still ringing, she could hear herself swallow hard, her breathing was shallow and labored. She could feel the cold metal of the gun in her hand and she felt like if she moved she would probably collapse into a heap. As the ringing began to subside from her ears she could faintly make out the sound of Nick’s voice. It calmed her a little but she was still glued to spot, in shock. her stomach began to churn as she watched the blood pumping from Carlos’ stomach and she managed to turn her head to face Nick. She could see his hand reaching toward her but couldn’t hear what he was saying to her, to make out why. Her lip began to tremble as her legs finally caught up with the rest of her body and turned to jelly, leaving her stumbling, limp towards him.
Nick immediately caught her as she seemed on the verge of collapse. Gathering her in his arms, he took her to the sofa and would attempt to set her on the cushions. “Here, sit…are you okay?” Even as he asked he removed the gun, uncurling her fingers from the steel before he moved to kick the door back closed. It hung crookedly and wouldn’t latch but it would be enough to buy him the time he might need if another person was out to kill him. Wiping at his nose again, he sniffed a few times, then pressed his palm to his nostrils, “Shit, I think that fucker…” He turned and violently kicked the first man who had been shot,”…broke…my…fuckin’…nose!” With each word he kicked the man, again and again before he aimed at the man’s face, tempted to shoot him. “If I had a bullet to waste I’d pump this whole magazine in your face!” Calming himself, he tucked the .22 in the waist of his pants, then went back to where Bubbles’ sat. “My father’s men are probably dead. There’s no way they woulda left the place unmanned. We should go – forget the club, let’s just get the hell out of here. Are you okay? Are you hurt?”
Bυввℓєѕ leaned weakly against him as he carried her to the sofa. He set her down and she tried to cling to him, needing him close but as he moved away to kick the door and the semi conscious body on the floor, she brought her legs up and hugged her knees. She tried to take in everything that had just happened, it seemed like only a moment ago she was resting in his lap in the bedroom and now she was sat, trembling in the living room and this time she really had killed a man.. Almost two. She looked up at Nick as he made sure she was okay. Nodding her head slowly and unsure, she whispered in a shaky voice, “I…. I’m okay. I’m not hurt.” The sound of her own voice seemed so alien to her and once again her breath caught in her throat as her eyes began to sting. She spoke again, with more panic in her voice this time, “Shit… Shit.. Fuck what have I done?!”
Nick knelt as she seemed to lose some of her control and he crouched clasping a hand on her thigh. With a strong calm tone he spoke to her, attempting to settle her. “You saved my life baby, that’s what you did. They were going to kill me. They’re killers, don’t torture yourself over these men or your stupid ex husband. Killers, that’s all they are. You can’t imagine what kinda horrors these two bastards committed without thinking twice. They were going to kill me and take you back to your father. You saved me. I was good as gone. Now settle down, can you do that for me baby?” His pale eyes pleaded, even as he raised his hand to touch at her face. Inches from her cheek, he noticed the blood on his hand and he brushed it on the sofa. “It’s going to be okay, we’re gonna get out of here, find our daughter and live happily together. Concentrate on that.” He reconsidered his next plan of action. Both families would be flocking to the sight of, what he was sure, was a massacre. Hell if his ears weren't still ringing a bit he mighta sworn he head the sound of approaching sirens. “We got to get out of here though baby. Or we’re both gonna end up in jail, or worse. Come on, I’m sure there are cars downstairs, we can take one of them. I just need some time to think. Do you have a place we can go that no one would know about?” Again he sniffed, then stood.
Bυввℓєѕ focused on the sound of his voice, letting it calm her. The only thing that could. She closed her eyes and listened to his words, taking deep breaths, after a while heart rate slowed a little. She opened her eyes and looked at him. It felt like she was seeing him for the first time since they were in the bedroom.. Everything in between had been a massive blur. “Shit baby, your nose….” She lifted her hand to wipe the blood as it trickled down over his lip. “I…. I don’t know wh….. ” Her voice trailed off and she thought for a second. “We could go to Kayliegh’s…” Her best friend was out of town in Florida and they’d have to break in, but it was safe, empty and out of the way and she was sure Kay would understand. She’d always known about Nick and Bubbles relationship, she knew about the baby.. She knew everything. She had been her best friend since they were 10 years old and Kay hated Bubble’s father as much as she was beginning to. She attempted to bring herself to her feet and continued her sentence. “She’s not there, but we can go there. I know she’d understand.”
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Nick stood in the bathroom in front of the sink, his shoulders hunched and his head hanging. The water in the basin was tinted with his blood and he watched drops of red continue to stain the water. He had insisted they leave the safe house within minutes of the break in. Knowing he looked like a mess, he took refuge in a near by hotel room. It was seedy and run down, but the guy at the counter didn't ask for ID and was only interested in being paid. Nick dropped some cash on the counter then led Bubbles up to room 201. It was closest to the main stairwell as well as the emergency exit. He knew this only because he had hid in the room once before. The chaos they had left in their wake had been pretty gruesome and Nick had attempted to keep Bubbles distracted as they made their way passed bodies. The scene was void of any bystanders and he assumed no one wanted to be involved or risk being killed them self. Once in the room, Nick had secured the door, then retreated into the bathroom, leaving Bubbles alone. Sniffing, Nick grabbed a washcloth and pressed it to his nose. Glancing up he caught sight of himself, his pale eyes meeting pale eyes squarely. He had no idea what he was doing. Strange, the lifestyle he had lived up until that moment had been full of violence but he had never thought twice about it. Maybe it was because he knew his father always had his back and would snatch him from any bad situations and protect him, but now…Well now he knew he was alone. His father was going to do all he had to to distance himself from the scene at the safe house. There would be no one coming to aid him – hell most of the people who could were probably dead. Sniffing, he removed the cloth, then spit into the sink. Dragging is tongue along the front of his upper teeth he paid attention to any pain or wiggling of his teeth. Nothing. The blow to his face had only managed to bust his nose. He quickly concluded that it wasn’t broke, but it was gonna give him one hell of a shiner, if not two, once the injury started to heal. There was a cut across the bridge of his nose and he proceeded to clean it and rub off some of the dried blood. He considered Bubbles’ offer to retreat to her friends’ house in Florida but the idea didn't appeal to him. He wanted to stay close to his family…and what protection it might still offer. All his talk of fleeing seemed to vanish as the reality of the situation settled in. He was being targeted and if he didn't do something quick, he’d be dead. So what now, he thought. Despite all his swagger and bravado he was simply a 22 year old kid who lived in the protection of his father’s shadow. He had little resources that weren't connected to his father and he wasn't sure they’d help him if they didn’t have his father’s approval. He was in a bad spot, yet he wasn't worried about himself, his thought and concern, as always, turned to Bubbles. He had to keep her safe. Doing that left him with only one option in his mind.
Bυввℓєѕ followed Nick up the stairs, her hand gripping his firmly as he led her to the hotel room. The walls were beige and stained and there was a stale sickly scent lingering in the halls and stairwells. She had been in a complete haze since leaving his apartment and wasn’t even sure which part of town they were in, but she knew it was somewhere that people went when they didn’t want to be recognized or found and didn’t want to be asked any questions. Once inside the room, Nick quickly disappeared into the bathroom, leaving her to look around and take in her dank surroundings. She was still trembling and her ears still had a slight ring from the gunfire. Everything had happened so quickly and she’d barely had time to breathe. But now, as she stood alone, the weight of the situation hit her full force. They were on their own now. Both of their families wanted each of them dead. That was evident by her fathers men’s attempt on Nick’s life, and in return, she knew his father would want to do the same to her. As the numbness began to lift from her mind a little, she became more aware of the throbbing pain in the bruising and swelling on her face and ribs. She looked up and caught a glimpse of herself in the filthy mirror on the wall and she stepped forward, using her hand to wipe a clean slice across the middle of it. It was the first time she’d looked at herself properly for 2 days. Since this whole thing began. She was a mess. Aside from dark purple bruises across her face, she looked worn down and exhausted. Her eyes were dim and full of worry and seeing herself like this disgusted her. She’d always taken pride in her appearance. Being on stage, having to perform every night, she never really had a choice. Clutching at her side, trying to ward off the pain in her ribs, she sighed heavily and moved towards the bathroom where she found Nick doing the same thing she’d been doing. Staring at himself in the mirror. Probably letting everything sink in. She slipped past him, with no words, only stopping to kiss the back of his shoulder lightly, and squeeze his hand, before reaching down and turning the faucet to run herself a bath.
Nick was brought back to reality by the kiss and squeeze from Bubbles. Collecting himself, he dropped the washcloth into the sink, the wiped it. He had no idea why he was cleaning, but it seemed like the thing to do. Hearing the water burst from the faucet and fill the tub, he turned his head slightly and watched as Bubbles prepared herself a bath. Dropping the cloth, he moved to sit on the closed toilet. Leaning forward, he ran a hand over his face, wincing slightly as he brushed against his nose, then reached out and claimed the hem of Bubbles’ dress with his fingers. When he spoke his voice was quiet and controlled, “I think a bath is a good idea. It will help you settle down.” He hadn’t intended to speak those words, but the words he wanted to say refused to emerge. Clearing his throat, he sighed. “I think…Yeah, I think that’s a good idea.” Shrugging off his own shirt, he stood and went into the main room. He wished the place had a mini bar, but it wasn't that type of establishment. Cursing slightly, he turned back to the bathroom and, bracing his elbows up on the door frame, he peered in at his girl. “I’m going to go downstairs to see if I can’t get some grub.” Of course he was only thinking of finding some booze, a cigarette and maybe something to give him a bump of energy, but food sounded like something she’d like to hear. “I shouldn't be long. Is there something I can get you, maybe a soda or something?”
Bυввℓєѕ glanced at him as he spoke and nodded in agreement with his words. She still couldn't find the energy, or the right words, to speak but reached down to brush her fingers against his as he fiddled with the hem of her dress. She turned to test the temperature of the water in the tub before pulling the tie from her long, red hair, letting it flow freely around her shoulders. Nick had left the bathroom but she noticed him leaning against the door frame as he spoke again. Her eyes widened a little as she realized he’d be leaving her alone in the room, and she swallowed hard. She shook her head slowly in response to his question and managed to force a few hoarse, shaky words from her lips. “No…. Well, maybe some pain pills. And I guess a soda to take them with.” She reached behind her, wincing slightly as the pain in her ribs made it difficult for her to reach her zipper. As she continued to struggle, she added, “You won’t be gone long will you? And, you’ll lock the door behind you?”


Nick watched her prepare for her bath and her reaction to him leaving had him reconsidering but he was starting to feel like shit and the throbbing from his nose didn't help. He needed to step out, think about things and get himself a fix. "Pills, like some ibuprofen or something?" He also wanted to find a phone and call his father. He doubted he would get through since his father was paranoid about incoming calls but he had to try. "I won't be gone long. There's probably an army of cops out there. I'll lock the door. No one should knock, if they do I want you to lock yourself in this room, got it? I'll leave you my gun. You got the gist of firing it, just point and pull the trigger. Shoot a fucker through the damn door if you have to." He had brought a change of clothes for both of them in a small duffel. Turning from the bathroom, he grabbed the bag from by the door and rummaged through it until he found something suitable. Pulling it on over his head, he called out, "Be back in a few."
Bυввℓєѕ gave up on struggling with her zipper for a minute and nodded again in response to his question. "Ibuprofen will be fine. Doubt you'll get anything any stronger over the counter... And I'm not answering the door to anybody" The tub was almost full and she turned to stop the faucet. She turned back around in time to see him leaving and hear him call out to her. As soon as the door closed behind him, she heard him turn the key in the lock and she sat on the edge of the bath tub. She could hear a baby screaming from a room down the hall, and traffic outside the window. She was suddenly overwhelmed with solitude as she realized Nick really was all she had now. And when he wasn't around, there was nothing. Not even the superficial "friends" from family ties or any of the familiar faces from the club. Just Nick. She sighed deeply and thought about calling Kay. But first she needed to unwind. To just sit and clear her head. She stood and fought  for a minute more with her zipper before finally managing to free herself from her dress. She stepped into the tub, the water was scalding hot and her pale skin turned a bright shade of red as soon as the steaming liquid touched it. But she was numb all over and could barely feel it. She slid down in the tub, dipping her head under the water to wet her hair before leaning back against the cold enamel and closing her eyes.
Nick leaving the hotel lobby, Nick turned left and darted into an alley. It was damp and musty and littered with trash. He saw someone sleeping next to one of the dumpsters and he nudge the man's leg with his boot. "Hey wake up, where's the nearest liquor store?" The person mumbled something then pointed down the alley. "Yeah thanks for nothing you shit," Nick muttered, before making his way through the alley. Looking down each block he took a left and made his way down the block. It didn't take him long to find a corner hustler who he bought a burn phone from, some pain killers and a couple of grams of heroin. With that business out of the way he sought out a near by liquor store. Making his way to the back he opened a cooler and grabbed a couple of cokes then made his way down the aisle to where the rum was kept. Grabbing a pint, he went to stand at the register. The guy at the counter was flipping through tv channels on a small gritty screen and Nick didn't waste anytime with small talk but threw down a twenty. He didn't wait for change but asked for a bag then headed back to the hotel. Realizing he had forgotten food he stopped at a street vendor and bought a couple of hot dogs. Loading one up with mustard and onions he jammed it in his mouth before sticking the other one in the bag. He hoped it would be enough to ease any hunger Bubbles might be feeling.
Bυввℓєѕ found herself drifting back to consciousness as a car alarm repeatedly went off outside the window. She wasn't sure how long it had been since she dozed off but the water was still hot with steam rising from it, so she knew it can't have been long. The events of the past couple days had got her exhausted mentally and physically. As she sat upright in the tub, she reached for the complimentary soap and began to rub it over her skin vigorously, as if she were trying to wash away everything that had happened. This wasn't the kinda place that had complimentary flannels and shampoo so instead she dipped her head beneath the water once more and ran her fingers through it, working out the knots and tangled. She wondered where Nick was and if he was okay. Did he even know this neighborhood? She stood up in the tub and reached for the rough looking bath towel hanging from the back of the door, wrapping it around herself as she stepped out on to the floor. Leaning toward the mirror, she took a long look at herself. Pulling the towel apart slightly to examine the bruising on her ribs and abdomen, before touching her fingers to her swollen eye. As she touched the bruise it sent a shock down her face and she sucked air sharply in through her teeth. Tucking the towel back into itself and letting her wet hair fall down her back, she went back into the bedroom. Perching herself on the edge of the narrow, hard bed, she reached for the phone. Following the instructions from what was left of the peeled sticker on the wall above the bedside table, she hit 9 for an outside line, then dialed Kay's cell number.
Nick finished off the hot dog in a few bites, then popped a couple of the pain killers and washed it down with a swig of coke. Seeing a corner bar, he decided to go inside before returning to the hotel room. The place was dark with a cheap looking pool table and a few people tucked in booths or perched on stools at the bar. Walking up to the bar he fished a lemon wedge from the tray of cut fruit then grabbed a shaker of salt. Shaking salt on to the lemon he sought out the bartender. When he met the man's gaze he asked for a double shot of tequila and a beer. When the drink arrived he downed it quickly, the took a swig of the beer. He cursed then, remember the cigarettes and looked around him. In the corner he spotted a cigarette machine. Stepping up to the thing he blew out a low whistle when he saw the price. "Fuckin robbery," he said to himself before pulling out his wallet. Peering down, he fished out eight dollars. Behind him someone spoke and he went ridged. He knew the voice. Flicking his eyes up, he looked into the reflection of the cigarette machine. The person speaking was Bubbles brother. He was conversing with someone at the bar and Nick busied himself with slipping the money into the machine while eavesdropping. He was looking for Bubbles. Nick pretended to be looking over the cigarette selection, then took his time pulling the lever. He timed it so he knelt right when her brother walked behind him, pushing the tray open to retrieve his pack. Glancing slightly to his left he waited until the guy left, then strode towards the door, leaving his beer back at the cigarette machine. Once outside he darted back into the alley and sprinted to the hotel.
Bυввℓєѕ pulled her legs up on to the bed as she listened to the ringing tone down the ear piece of the stained, grubby phone. She brought her knees up to her chest and waited for an answer. just as she was about to hang up, she heard a click at the other end of the line and a soft, inquisitive voice answered with a "Hello" that was more of a question than a greeting. Obviously Kay wouldn't have recognized the number and Bubbles was surprised she'd even answered at all. Speaking quietly, in a shaky tone she spoke to her fiend. "Kay... it's B." Before she'd even had a chance to get another word out, Kayleigh exploded with excitement at hearing from her closest friend and before barely taking a breath she began to regail Bubbles with all the wonderful details of her vacation. All at once, Bubbles was overcome with all the emotions she had been holding back and broke down in loud heavy sobs, stopping Kayleigh in her tracks. The excitement in her voice changed to concern as she asked what was wrong. Bubbles continued to weep without speaking and Kay's tone changed once again, this time to anger.. "if that bastard has hurt you again......" She trailed off as Bubbles finally spoke. "He did Kay. But it's worse than that." She sniffed and lifted the corner of the towel to her tender face, blotting her tears. She continued to fill her friend in on everything that had happened in the last two days, about her husband, about Nick, about Carlos and now being on the run as Kayleigh listened quietly, attempting to comfort and reassure her whenever she heard her voice shake from fighting back the tears again.
Nick made his way back to the room without incident and, unlocking the door, he slipped inside quietly. He heard someone speaking and he stood still. It was Bubbles and she was on the phone. Locking the door he took the bag to the bed and began emptying the contents. Looking around the room, he spotted the TV remote and he turned it on. He flipped through channels until he found the sports station. Keeping the volume low, he searched for a cup. Finding a couple of plastic ones he filled it with rum, then a splash of coke. Without disturbing Bubbles he took the cup and, grabbing the duffel bag, he disappeared into the bathroom. He had no idea who she was talking to, but he assumed it was her friend. Locking the door behind him, he rested his back on the door for a moment, then slid down to the floor. Taking a few swallows of his drink, he placed the cup on the tile then searched the bag. In a compartment at the bottom of the bag he found what he needed to prepare the heroin he had bought. He hoped she'd stay busy on the phone long enough for him to shoot up and not be disturbed.

Bυввℓєѕ sat upright as she heard rustling outside the door but relaxed a little as she heard the key in the lock, assuming it must have been Nick as no one else had a reason to be letting themselves into the room. She watched as he busied himself with the TV and searching for something, her responses to Kayleigh were now short and distant as Nick shut himself in the bathroom. Her brow furrowed into a frown as she heard the lock click, wondering why he felt the need to lock himself in. She stayed on the phone to Kay for a minute or two more, before saying her goodbyes. "I don't know what our next move is going to be but I will call you as soon as I can, Okay?" Her face softened a little as her friend reassured her once more and said her goodbyes. "I know.... I will, I promise.... Mhm, Love you too sweetie. Bye." She placed the receiver back on the grubby phone base and sat in quiet contemplation for a minute before reaching for the other cup Nick had found. She grabbed the rum and poured a long shot, knocking it back in one go, screwing her face up as it burned her throat. She then poured a smaller shot and topped it up from the open can of coke Nick had left on the bedside table. Using it to knock back a couple of painkillers from the box on the bed amongst the other stuff he had emptied from the bag, as she stood, pulling her towel tighter around her, and made her way to the bathroom. She listened for a second but couldn't hear any movement so she tapped gently on the door, "Baby, are you okay?"
Nick had set out the things he needed on the tile and was in the process of digging the lighter from his pocket when Bubbles knocked on the door. Through the door he called out, "Yeah I'm good, babe. Be right out." He wasn't sure if she would be satisfied with the answer, so he went to work. Removing the heroin from his pocket he opened the small bag and dropped what he needed on to the spoon he kept wrapped with the other paraphernalia he kept at the bottom of the bag. "You feeling aight? How was the bath?...Did you find the pain killers on the bed? Go easy on them, they're kinda potent, aight?" Licking his lips, he continued preparing what he needed for the fix. He didn't do heroin often, he switched back and forth with different opiates, even snorting coke when needed. Mostly he drank, but he'd been hitting shit pretty hard in the past days and he needed to be set straight. Just for tonight, he thought. Once he got some rest and had his head cleared he'd be able to handle their situation. "I got you a hot dog too babe! I didn't know if you wanted mustard or...ketchup, but yeah, I brought some packets...If you're still hungry I can go out for more, though we might wanna be careful...I ran into your brother." Catching the strap he used to bind his arm with his teeth, he mumbled, "Probably not a good idea hanging around here to long, huh?"
Bυввℓєѕ leaned against the door as he shouted his replies. She spoke in a softer tone to him, she was still scared of someone hearing or recognizing her voice. "Bath was good. I feel a little more human I guess and yeah, found the pills... Hoping they kick in real soon. I'm not really hungry though baby." She couldn't remember the last time she'd eaten anything, but her stomach was so full up of knots, she didn't think she'd be able to keep anything down anyway - except the rum. She took another swig from the small plastic cup still in her hand but froze with it to her lips as soon as he mentioned seeing her brother. "You saw Frankie? Did you speak to him? What happened? Where is he now?" She blurted out question after question without leaving him time to answer between each one. She knew the bathroom door was locked but she tried the handle anyway, rattling it a few times before giving up. "Well what the fuck are we gonna do now?" Her voice was a mixture of panic and frustration as she let go of the door handle. "Baby, what are you doing in there?"
Nick had the needle ready and he lightly slipped it into his vein and released the drug into his system. He immediately felt the needed euphoria he was seeking and he rested his head back on the door and closed his eyes. The pain he had been suffering faded away and he smiled softly while releasing a low quiet breath. A warmth spread over him and he sat in the moment before he withdrew the needle and wrapped everything back up and placed it back in the bottom of the bag. Taking a drink of his cocktail, he managed to get up off the floor, then decided on a bath. Turning on the water, he stripped off his clothes. Forgetting he had locked the door, he looked at the knob before he unlocked it. "Uh yeah, he was in the bar asking around. He didn't see me, hell I think if he had I would...well I'd probably be dead..." He laughed then climbed into the tub and settled against the porcelain as the water rose. Closing his eyes he continued to ramble, "I think sleep is a good idea, even a few hours and then we can skip out of here. Yeah, that sounds like a plan." He felt himself drift and his breathing deepened.
Bυввℓєѕ heard the click of the lock and tried the handle once more. This time the door swung open and she saw him stepping into the bath. As he settled into the water she sat on the edge of the toilet again casting her eyes over him. He looked pale, sickly pale. it worried her. And as she watched his eyelids start to close she wondered if he'd taken more of the painkillers than he should have - he did warn her about their potency. She reached to the side of the tub where his arm rested, and took his hand. Watching his chest rise and fall heavily, she spoke softly to him. "Baby, don't go falling asleep in the tub. Last thing I need is you drowning. Then I'd really be stuck on my own and that's not something that's gonna end well, okay?" Her lips curled into a very faint smile as she tried to make light of the situation. Twisting her fingers between his, she leaned down and bought his hand to her mouth, kissing his bruised knuckles gently, letting her full lips linger on his skin.
Nick opened his eyes and smiled as she kissed his knuckles. The water was soothing and his face no longer throbbed and ached. Pointing to the faucet he indicated for her to turn it off. The water was high and he was submerged up to his shoulders. Licking his lips again, he laid his head back and closed his eyes again. "Don't worry I'll take care of you." He settled back into the warm haze he was lost in and was close to sleep when he rolled his head to the side and opened his eyes once more. "I got some cigarettes, you wanna grab me one babe? Should be on the bed or...maybe in my pocket?" He smiled again then closed one eye so he could continue to peer at her through the other. "Who were you talking to on the phone?"
Bυввℓєѕ let go of his hand to turn off the water, and set her drink down on the shelf above the skin before standing and heading to the bedroom to find his smokes. She rummaged through the stuff he'd tipped on to the bed and grabbed the carton she found, along with the silver lighter she'd given him on her wedding day. She looked at the inscription and smiled to herself. Walking back to the bathroom, she opened the carton and flicked the bottom so one of the smokes popped up from the rest. Bringing the box to her mouth, she pulled the cigarette from it with her teeth and set the rest of the carton down beside her drink on the shelf. Settling herself back on to the toilet seat, she lit the cigarette and took a couple of long drags herself before holding it out toward her love, offering him the corner of the towel she was still wearing, to dry his hand on before he took the smoke from her. "It was Kay... I had to call her. Tell her everything that had happened." She picked up her drink from the shelf and took a long swig. Letting it rest in her mouth before swallowing it. "I didn't want her getting back from her vacation and finding everything gone to shit, me gone, the bastard dead and her not having a clue what the hell has gone on." She leaned back against the cistern of the toilet and cast her eyes over Nick's toned form laying in the tub. "And I just wanted to her hear voice - some kind of normality."
Nick dried his hand on the edge of the towel then took the cigarette as he listened. Placing the smoke between his lips he took a long slow drag then blew the smoke from his nose. The cigarette dangled there from his lips and some of the ash fell into the water. "I was thinking and, you know, I think we need to go pay my father a visit. Fuck all this ducking and hiding shit, we need to just go knock on the fuckin door and be all 'yo, we're here and we need help'." He chuckled at the idea, then took another drag, the end of the smoke glowing as the paper and tobacco burned. He tried to put a face to the name Kay but it eluded him and he closed his eyes. "It should be easy enough to get to him since I know what house he'll be at. We can't stay out here." The solution seemed simple enough and he wondered why he hadn't thought of it sooner. "We'll rent a boat and pull up to the house that way avoid any fuckers hiding in the bushes or whatever else. I use to have this slick silver boat, would have some cool parties on it. Jessica liked lounging around naked on it. Then I crashed it into a dock and ruined the damn thing."
Bυввℓєѕ smiled a little as he chuckled to himself and continued to sip on her drink as he spoke. She felt a little less tender now, and didn't know if it was the painkillers, the bath, the rum or a combination of the three. Probably the latter. She nodded as he explained his plan, silently worrying to herself about if things didn't go quite as smooth as he was making it sound. But he knew his father better than she did, and if he thought it would be that easy then she'd just have to trust in him. She smiled again as he spoke of his boat and and the parties, but her expression would fall at the mention of Jessica. A lump formed in her throat whenever she thought of him with anyone else, and she could feel it choking her up now as he spoke of her, fondly and openly. She turned her gaze to the floor and mumbled into her drink. "Sure... Sounds like a plan." Before taking another long swig and emptying the glass and standing to walk out of the room.
Nick opened his eyes just as she was making her way out the door and he frowned. Sitting up, he let the cigarette fall into the water then stood. Grabbing a towel, he patted himself quickly while following her out of the bathroom. "Hey...What is it, what's going on?" Retrieving the bottle of rum from the bed he unscrewed the cap and took a swig, then sucked some air in between his teeth. Recapping the bottle, he set it on the bedside table, then began rubbing the towel vigorously on his head. "If you're worried about my father you should. He won't hurt you. In fact, he might enjoy having you under his roof so he can rub it in your own father's face." Glancing at the tv he paused to watch the NFL scores and cursed when he saw his team had lost. "Damn it! I bet on that shit!" He seemed to have forgot about their precarious situation, the dead bodies they had left in their wake and the others still hunting them down.
Bυввℓєѕ walked to the bed and sat on the edge, facing the wall with her back to him. Staring down at her hands as she picked at her long delicate nails, as she always did when she was angry, upset, annoyed or worried. "Nothing." She responded flatly. "Nothing's wrong. And you know your father better than I do... If you think that's the way to go then fine. We'll do it." She wanted to stop talking. To keep the rest of what she wanted to say locked firmly in her head. She knew deep down her jealousy was unwarranted and that she was being ridiculous, but right now she was fragile, emotional, sensitive. She reached across the bed and grabbed the rum bottle with some force and before she knew it, she was blurting out the shit she didn't wanna say. "And what then ? What about "Jessica"? You gonna go back to having your little naked boat rides and late night hook ups, huh ?" She spat the girls name with pure venom. She'd never met Jessica but she hated her. Even as the words tumbled from her lips, she scolded herself. Sighing deeply as she unscrewed the cap of the bottle and took a long deep swig of rum.
Nick blinked. "Whoa wait...hold on. Naked boat rides? Late night what?" He stopped drying his hair and tossed the towel on the bed. Watching her back he saw her head tip back as she drank. "Hey, go easy on that." He walked to the side of the bed where she sat and stared down at her with a light frown. "I can't 'go back' to Jessica, 'cause I never been 'with' Jessica. She's some chick my father pushed on me. He thought she'd be a good distraction for me. I guess he got sick of me drinking myself to sleep and obsessing about you in another fuckers bed. You think that shit was easy? YOU married him. You had a wedding and wore that fucking dress. I know you did 'cause I was there! Hell I was there until I got drug off the property and beat up by your brother and his buddies. I was the poor sap laying in the hospital having fantasies of you coming to me and saying you would rather die than marry someone else. But that didn't happen. What happened was you posed for a picture - hell you even smiled in it- and I had to see that shit in the fuckin paper." He would reach out then and attempt to snatch the bottle from her hand. "You want to talk about shit let's talk about that huh?"

Bυввℓєѕ dropped her head to stare at the floor. She knew everything he was saying was true. She KNEW she was being stupid letting her jealousy get to her. As he snatched the bottle from her, her hand fell limp back on to her lap and she didn't lift her eyes from the floor. "I would have given anything to be with you instead." She muttered quietly. "And I WOULD have rather died than marry someone else. But it wouldn't have been me who would have died." She lifted her eyes to stare at the wall instead, unable to look at him. She hated fighting with him. Their passion was intense, and it wasn't always in a good way. When they made love, it was was more intense than she could ever imagine, but when they fought, it was just as passionate. "If I had come to you - If I hadn't married him - My father, my brother, my uncles and anyone else my father chose to involve, would have done more than just put you in hospital. They would have put you in the ground." She lifted her legs on to the bed and laid her head on the pillow, laying on her side still staring at the wall. In a quiet, solemn voice, adding, "THAT'S why I didn't come to you. THAT'S why I went through with the marriage. Because there is only one thing that I wouldn't have given to not marry him, and that's your life." She slipped her hands under the pillow and buried her face into the material as her voice began to shake and a tear rolled down her cheek.

Nick turned and set the bottle down on table. Closing his eyes he silently cursed. He shoulda kept his mouth shut. What good was nailing her with past shit when she was dealing with so much already. Rubbing his hands over his face he let out a long breath, then rubbed at his eyes. This was the most time they had spent together in a long time and it was definitely the first time he'd hung with her while high. He realized that he'd made a mistake, attempting to use a substance to help him deal with the tension and stress rather than keeping a clear head. He had used her absence as his excuse for using the needle but it seemed that wasn't the reason. Tilting his head back he groaned loudly then in frustration he swung and knocked the bottle into the shades of the curtain. The scent of the liquor filled the room and he knelt, ready to clean up the mess, but when he squatted he felt sick so he simply sat back then laid down on the floor, his arms going out around him. So that was it, he was reduced to a murdering addict who now seemed okay with verbally attacking his love even after she was barely hanging on after a couple of days of hell. He laughed to himself. It was all he could think to do as he laid there, exposed and with his eyes closed. He was going to have to come clean with her and then he was going to have to clean out. They were in a situation that required he had a clear mind. It was time for him to grow up and stop acting like the cocky kid with a death wish and no future because he had a future. She was his future.

Bυввℓєѕ lay on the bed, silently weeping. All she wanted was to feel his arms around her, for him to tell her it was all going to be okay. In his arms is the only place she'd ever felt safe, since that very first night on the rooftop. She could hear him moving around behind her, she could hear his frustration as he out a groan and she jumped in fright at the sound of the bottle hitting the ground. Once again she buried her face in the pillow and tried to keep silent. Partly because she didn't want to add to his frustration or make him feel bad, and partly because she knew if she heard herself cry, she may not be able to stop. They were finally able to be together, to maybe even start a life together properly, and it had all started with this mess. She heard him laugh and she wasn't sure why. She wasn't sure of anything anymore. Lifting her head a little, she wiped her eyes with the ball of her palm, sniffing as she tried to calm herself. She leaned up on one elbow and glanced over her shoulder. Attempting to use nonchalant tone so he knew she was unhappy at how he'd spoken to her - even though she had been the first to make the snide remarks - but she failed as her voice was more shaky than she'd realized, "Something funny?"

Nick tossed an arm over his face and hid there while he continued to laugh to himself. When she asked if something was funny, he lifted his other hand and flicked his fingers at her, indicating that he wanted her to join him. He was tired and he considered go to sleep, just for a few hours, and escaping the chaos around them but he knew if he avoided talking with her he'd never do it. It wasn't fair to lie to her. He'd only lied to her once, actually that had been more of an omission but still he had kept something from her and he knew that it had been a mistake. She never asked for much but she did ask for honesty. Clearing his throat, he moved the arm from his face and lifted his head, searching for her, "Come here...come lay with me, we need to talk."

Bυввℓєѕ sat up and looked at him laying on the ground, naked and with a pool of rum and broken glass beside him. She swung her legs round and stood from the bed, holding her towel up as she walked round to where he was laid. His words panicked her, "We need to talk." She didn't like the sound of it. His voice was serious and he'd never said those words to her before. She moved to the other side of him, away from the shards of glass and sat on the ground, leaning against the TV cabinet. Usually him laying naked in front of her would drive her crazy, would have her wanting him right there and then. And that's usually what happened, but this time it was different. It felt different something was wrong and she didn't like it. Her stomach was knotted and she had a worried frown on her face. She bought her knees up and leaned forward, resting her chin on them as she reached for his hand. "Baby, I'm sorry... I shoulda never said those things to you." Anxiety was trying to take a hold of her and she had a million thoughts swirling around her head. They'd argued before. The most notable and serious being when she told him she was getting married. And she hated knowing she'd made him so angry, that it was her fault. "I'm just scared is all."

Nick gripped her hand, his thumb brushing her knuckles. The worry was clear on her face, she looked tired and anxious and it made him feel guilty and when she apologized he sat up quickly, shaking his head. "No, don't. You didn't do anything wrong." Rising, he bent down to lift her from the floor and carried her to the bed. He had just asked her to join him on the floor and now he was bringing her back to the bed. His thoughts and actions were that of someone under the influence but it wasn't something he noticed. Laying her on the bed, he laid at her side, his body partially covering hers. He touched at her face and hair, trying to sooth her. "I know your scared and I'm sorry I haven't been handing my shit the right way. I'm sorry I yelled at you and I know your situation and it stupid of me to even bring that up, especially in the face of all this...this...you know. I am going to do better baby, I promise you. Starting now." Licking his lips, he briefly closed his eyes wondering how he was going to tell her about the heroin. Lifting his arm, he held it across her chest and extended it, so the marks on his skin were obvious and on full display. He inhaled deeply and waited.

Bυввℓєѕ wrapped her arms around his neck and buried her face in his shoulder as he lifted her. Just being in his arms soothed her instantly, although she was still racked with anxiety, and shaking, she felt safe. Looking up into his eyes as he placed her on the bed, she could see they looked paler than usual, and bloodshot. Knowing he must have been as tired as her she reached up and brushed her fingers through his damp hair as he spoke. She was confused as he rested his arm across her chest and as she looked down, she noticed little red marks all over. Some were more faded than others, and some were merely scars, and most were grouped around the inside of his elbow. She ran a finger over them gently. She knew what they looked like. She'd seen similar marks on one of Frankie's friends whom she'd walked in on in his room one day as he had a needle sticking from his arm. She KNEW what these marks on her love must have been but she refused to believe it. There must be some other explanation. Looking at him she could see what she thought was a worried anticipation in his expression, Continuing to run her finger over the marks on his arm as she looked back at it. "I.... I don't understand baby." She stammered, unsure of what to say. "What are those?" Praying on the inside that he would give her some reasonable explanation and set her at ease, instead of what she was sure she was about to hear.

Nick Courtois bowed his head and pressed his lips to her shoulder. He didn't speak, knowing she was simply trying to register and come to terms with what he was revealing to her. He wasn't sure what her reaction would be and that terrified him suddenly. What if she wasn't going to have it? What if he lost her? Odd that he had never considered it before but now as he thought of his drug use resulting in losing her love his eyes started to burn and he shut his eyes as warm tears welled up, dampening his lashes. What the hell had he been thinking? Against her skin he started to murmur over and over, "I'm sorry...I'm sorry baby...I'm so sorry..."

Bυввℓєѕ sat in silence, still holding on to his arm as he buried his face in her shoulder. She knew the answer, she didn't even have to ask the question, she had just wished that there were some other explanation. His reaction confirmed that there was not. her mind went blank. As if the million thoughts that had been running around in her head had reached breaking point and just exploded. She didn't know what to think, or what to do, how to react or what to say to him. She felt sick in her stomach, trying not to picture him the way she saw her brothers friend, sat on the floor in a crumpled heap, needle sticking from his arm. She shook the thoughts from her head and noticed tears start to well in his pale eyes before he'd squeezed them shut. She felt a lump catch in her throat as she heard him apologize over and over and it choked her up to see him like this. So vulnerable, and almost scared? She couldn't be angry at him. She had questions, lots of questions, like why? And when did he start? How often he did it? But right now, all she wanted to do was make him feel better, like all the times he had done for her. The only way she could think of, was to show him she wasn't angry. Of course it wasn't okay, but he had come clean about it and that meant something. She lifted his arm to her mouth and kissed at the scars on his skin.

Nick felt the kisses and he didn't open his eyes but started crying harder, knowing her lips on his skin meant she wouldn't be leaving him. Covering his face with his hand, he sank against her. Jamming his thumb and forefinger into his eyes he rubbed at them, then sniffled and drew in a breath. Collecting himself, he pressed his face to her throat, "I can't lose you, not over this and it's done, I promise you, I'll get rid of what I got, you won't have to worry." He kissed her neck, then kissed her jaw, then her ear before he pressed his face to her temple, breathing in in an attempt to settle himself. "I love you baby, losing you was the fuckin worst, I didn't know how else to handle it. It ain't an excuse, I know it and I don't want to blame you 'cause none of this is your fault." Pulling back he searched for her eyes wanting to be reassured and comforted. "Do you forgive me?" His voice caught some when he asked, still afraid of the answer, in case it wasn't what he wanted.

Bυввℓєѕ swallowed hard at the lump in her throat as his sobbing grew harder. She closed her eyes and leaned in to him, listening to his words as he kissed her skin. Breathing in and out deeply, trying to keep herself calm, listening to his explanations. All the questions she had left her mind, she didn't want to know anymore. She didn't need answers. She just needed to know it wouldn't happen again, and as he promised her it was done, she knew he meant it. As he looked into her eyes, a tear escaped and rolled down her cheek. She couldn't bare to see him like this. So vulnerable. She wasn't used to it. he'd always been the strong one. Always the one who knew what to do and how to fix things. Always in control and always protecting her and making her feel better. She took a deep breath, knowing as soon as she opened her mouth to speak, that the rest of the tears would follow the first. her lip began to tremble as she spoke, in a shaky, broken whisper. "I'll always forgive you." her breathing was  labored as she fought to compose herself, leaning in to kiss his lips, that were wet from his tears.

Nick nods, then wiped at his face one last time before kissing her. He felt like a load had been lifted and he was determined to get through what was waiting them, but at that moment he felt completely drained and it showed on his face. Laying next to her he rested his cheek on her breast and listened to her heart while he fought off the last of his exhaustion. "We have to go soon, we're not safe here. I just need a little sleep and then...then we'll figure it out. I think going to my dad is going to be the best thing. He can't turn us away 'least not before helping us." He didn't know much about her brother, except for the couple of run ins they had, but he had heard of her brother's reputation and knew if he found them they'd be in trouble. Or at least he would. He had tried thinking about how they could get out of the situation they were in and he kept hitting a wall. Someone was going to have to pay for that bastards death. No way her father was going to let that go and his own father would be seeking retribution for his men. Again and again he played out different scenarios but always came up with the same result. They would be split. No one was going to allow them to be together, so...with that in mind what was the best solution? What he came up with 'caused him pain, but he'd been pushing the thought aside. She had married another man to keep him safe...what would he do for her. He wanted nothing but peace in her life and it seemed he was the one thing that kept it from her. He was going to have to turn himself over to her father, but she wasn't going to let him go. "Sleep, we need sleep baby."

Bυввℓєѕ let her lips linger on his as she touched her hand to his face and her thumb brushed across his damp cheek. She kept her hand there as he pulled back and spoke. Nodding in agreement, knowing she was exhausted and she hadn't been through half of what he had today, getting beat up, then running back to the hotel after seeing her brother and now after what he'd told her about his habit and assuming that's what he was doing whilst he'd locked himself in the bathroom, she could only imagine how tired he must be too. "Whatever happens baby, we're gonna get through it, together. I'm not losing you, not again." She spoke softly, feeling strange being the one with the reassuring words as it was usually him telling them to her. She stroked his cheek and ran her fingers through his hair as he laid his head on her chest. Leaning down to kiss his forehead softly, before lifting her legs to free the blankets out from beneath them. She removed the towel that had been wrapped around her and shifted down the bed a little, pressing herself against him as she pulled the covers up over them. She pressed herself against him and rested her head to his shoulder, turning it slightly to kiss his bare chest. Quietly breathing, "I love you." Before closing her eyes.

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Nick fell asleep quick and was plunged right into nightmares. All the images that flooded his sleep were violent and bloody. When he woke he bolted up in bed, his heart hammering in his chest and the blood thumping loudly in his ear. He wasn't sure how long he had been asleep, but it didn't feel like it had been long at all. His eyes were gritty and his mouth was dry and tasted badly. Licking his lips, he tried to control his breathing that was heavy and fast. There was a light veil of sweat on his skin that made him feel clammy and an ache gnawed at his stomach. In the dark room, he looked around, seeing Bubbles laying peacefully at his side. Her fiery hair was spread out on the white pillow and the contrast of color was dramatic and beautiful. She'd always been so pale and he liked how her lips stood out, tempting him, or how, in the cold, her cheeks brightened with a strong blush of blood beneath the delicate skin. Leaning down, he examined her further, trying to burn all the detail into memory. He loved her, had loved her the moment he met her and was willing to do anything for her...even die. He wanted to wake her, to explain to her why he had to do what he was about to do. He wanted to kiss her and hold her one last time, to tell her how much he truly loved her. All the ideas and thoughts he had concocted over the past couple of days had been ridiculous, fueled by a rush of drugs, fear and ego. He knew everything he had told her was never going to happen, but he would have said anything to keep her calm. Moving off the bed, he searched out his clothes, wandering the dark quietly. Dressing, he grabbed a towel and tossed it over the spilled liquor. When he bent over the lighter she had given him slipped out of his pocket. He saw it flash in the dark and he picked it up and once more ran his thumb over the words before he set it on the pillow next to her. He turned and tried not to think of what he was walking away from. He'd never marry her. She'd never have his child. They'd never have the life they talked about as kids during moments when they thought anything was possible. Grabbing his boots, he headed for the door. Once out in the hall, he slipped them on then ran his fingers through his hair. He was sure it wouldn't be hard to find her father's men. They'd be out there looking.

Bυввℓєѕ inhaled deeply as she stirred from a deep, dreamless sleep. Opening her eyes and blinking a few times as she tried to get her bearings and remember where she was. Hearing the traffic outside the window and the dank smell of the alley below, she remembered they were in the hotel Nick had brought them to. She glanced at the digital clock radio on the bedside cabinet. 8pm - They'd only been asleep a couple of hours. Closing her eyes again as she groaned softly and rolled over on the bed, reaching out her arm, expecting it to come to rest against Nicks chest. Instead it hit an empty pillow and something cold and hard slid down the material and hit her hand. She opened her eyes in surprise and saw it was his lighter. The one she'd given him. She sat up with a jolt, looking toward the bathroom door, hoping to find it closed and him on the other side. But it was wide open, how he'd left it, and he wasn't in there. Panic swept over her as she looked around and saw his clothes and everything had gone. He took that lighter with him everywhere, he wouldn't have left it behind. She knew it was a message, she knew he had left her. Her hand rested in the spot he'd been sleeping, it was clammy from sweat but still warm, he couldn't have been gone long. She climbed off the bed in a rush and grabbed up the blanket, wrapping it round her as she ran to the door. Flinging it open and stepping into the hallway, "NICK...." Her cry bounced off of the mildew stained walls and he was nowhere in sight. Her heart was pounding through her chest as anxiety took over her body. "NICK...." She called again, still with no reply, her voice cracking as she fought back the tears. She went back to the room and sat on the bed in a haze, bringing her knees up to hug them as she held the lighter, rocking herself back and forth as she read her inscribed words over and over. Her body finally gave in and she broke down, the tears came flooding as she cried, hard and loud, repeating the word, "No..... no...." over and over. She felt like someone had squeezed all the breath from her and was sure she could physically feel her heart break. Turning to the bedside table, she picked up the phone receiver, and held it in her lap for a second before she realized, she had no one to call.

Nick made his way down to bar where he had seen her brother earlier that afternoon. Once he glanced back at the hotel, feeling a strong urge to go back but he dismissed the feeling and turned, determined and ready to face whatever waited for him. Jamming his hands into his jacket pocket, he strode down the alley, his shoulders hunched over as he stared at the ground. He found his way back tot he bar without much thought, as if he were drawn to it instinctively. When he entered, he went straight to the bar and ordered a beer. When asked what kind he answer with "whatever, as long as it's in a bottle". When he had his drink, he took his cigarettes out and went for his lighter out of habit. When he remembered leaving it behind he felt an ache of regret but he pushed it away quickly. Asking for a book of matches, he struck up his smoke and leaned up against the bar and took a long drag. He looked around boldly and with matching insolence, not giving a shit who saw him. At the pool table he recognized a few men he knew were Morella and he took another drag before setting down his beer. Making hi way across the room, he set the cigarette between his lips, then casually picked up a pool stick. Coming around the table, he raised the stick and with a snarl he brought it down,catching one of the guys in the back of the head. A loud crack called everyone to attention and before the other guy could respond, Nick bit down on the filter of the cigarette, then spun the pool stick so it came around and caught the guy in the face, breaking his nose. "That's for my father's men and this..." He whacked the guy again, knocking him face first into the pool table, "This is for my nose." Three other guys rushed into the front door, one Nick recognized as Frankie and Nick grinned. "Hey there, looking for someone? Why'd they send a guy who can't even find his own dick to look for me? I'm almost insulted." When Frankie pulled out his gun, Nick held up his hands. "Hey now, no need for that, 'sides I think your father wants me alive. Don't fuck this up like you do everything else, you dumb shit."

Bυввℓєѕ sat on the edge of the bed, sobbing uncontrollably. She couldn't breathe. She still had the receiver in her hand and a loud tone was beeping through the ear piece, notifying her to hang up the handset. She rose from the bed , letting the receiver hit the ground as she moved towards the bathroom in a trance state. Leaning over the sink as her tears fell against the enamel, she looked up at herself in the mirror. Her eyes were red and bloodshot, with dark circles surrounding them, and her face was pale and tear stained. her hair was tangled and she felt like she was staring back at a different person, or at least an elderly and heartbroken version of herself. Her sobbing trailed off. She had no more energy to cry, and no more tears. Standing up straight she took a deep breath and looked around the room. There was a change of her clothes Nick had pulled from the duffel bag earlier that day, which he had left for her on the bathroom floor. She reached for the pile and pulled on the jeans and loose cotton shirt before tying her hair into a knot. Her mind was blank and her body was on autopilot. She had no idea what she was doing, or what she was going to do. But she knew she needed to find Nick. Whatever he was doing, wherever he had gone, he was in danger. Once again she stood at the sink, turning the faucet to splash cold water on her face before turning and heading back to the room, again perching herself on the edge of the bed next to the phone. She picked the receiver up from the floor and hit the button on the base, releasing it after a second and hearing the dial tone from the earpiece. She dialed the number she knew by heart from all the clubs advertisements, knowing there would be people in thsi office at this time of night. It rang a few times before there was a click at the end of the line and a gruff voice greeted her. She spoke slowly, "Mr Gianni... This is Bubbles Morella." Pausing for a second before finishing her sentence. "Sir, I need your help..."
To Be Continued…….